Am I Just A Memory?

Chapter 26

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I wake up the next morning regretting everything.

How can I do this?

I betrayed Dan, he treated me right and I do something like this.

Why did I sleep with Ian?

I feel so dirty.

Ian's arm slip around my waist and pull me closer.

"Good morning babe." He whispers in my ear.

"Morning Ian." I whisper back, my voice is so shaky.

This isn't right, how can I do this to Ian, I don't even feel the same way?!

I mean it was fucking, not love.

Right?

"Ian? I have to, um go tell Selena that you're okay." I whisper, I feel his hand leave my waist.

"Okay. Can you come back here though?"

"Um, yeah."

He turns around and I pull the blanket up to my chest and look around for my clothes.

God I need a shower.

Everything hurts, literary why did I do this?!

I pick up all my clothes and get dressed in the bathroom.

Damn my hair, I think I should just put it up in a pony tail.

I exit the bathroom and see Ian still sleeping.

Good.

I leave his room, I really hope I don't see anyone, it would be so awkward and just, no.

As I go down the hall I see Dan walking.

Shit! This would happen too.

So I decide to take the elevator (instead of walking up one floor, wow).

I make it back to Selena and Anthony's room and quickly shut the door.

I see them on the couch just watching tv, I slowly tip-toe to my room and then I hear "Oh you're back!"

Fuck.

I turn around and face them, then wave 'hi'.

"Hey Selena can I talk to you. Alone?"

"Yeah. Of course." She says and Anthony continues to watch T.V.

We walk into the room and shut the door.

"Wazzup?" She says and sits on the bed, as do I.

"Hehe, well um I need to tell you something."

"You're pregnant!"

"Is that your answer for everything?" I tell her and we both laugh.

"Well I hope I'm not." I whisper.

"What are you trying to say?"

"Well, me and Ian were talking then things got pretty um crazy and th-"

She quickly stands up and covers her mouth, then starts jumping.

"YOU AND IAN HAD S-"

I quickly sit her down, and she takes her hand down.

"Shut-up, shut-up, shut-up!" I whisper.

"Katelyn I thought you- but you and Dan- WHO DO I SHIP NOW?" She yells as I laugh a bit, she always 'ships' every couple she can!

"Selena calm down! It was kinda not, well, it didn't mean anything it was just- yeah." I tell her and she calms down a bit.

"But what if you are *whispers* pregnant by Ian?" She says and I look down at my stomach.

"Well that will have to wait! I need you to tell me. How do I tell Dan all this?"

"Well don't."

"I have to it's not right!"

"Ugh! Well want me to go with you?"

"No, cause' if I do get dumped I don't want you to see!" I tell her and giggle.

"What-ever! I don't think he'll leave. He seems cool."

"Okay! I'll tell him right now! I'm scared though."

"It's alright, were all here fo-"

She was cut off by a knock at the door, "come in." she said.

Opening the door was Dan, oh fuck.

The palms of my hands get moist and I can't speak.

"H-Hey Dan!" I tell him then walk up to him and hug him.

He hugs back even tighter and whispers "I got scared when you left."

"Scared?" I ask and pull away.

"You left last night and I couldn't sleep, so I was looking around for you. Since they told me you were talking to Ian I calmed down a bit, but I couldn't sleep knowing you were with him."

This is going to be hard to say, how do you tell you're "boyfriend" you woohooed you're "ex"?

Damn I'm screwed.

Dan or Ian?