OUR FATE [COMPLETED] /Still Editting/

"Mianhe Aerin-ssi"

Slowly  I open my eyes, I see a bright light. My head feel heavy and so dizzy. I can see my forth brother sleep on the couch while my eldest brother sleep on the chair beside me. I try to wake him up but he is in a deep sleep. I slowly shake his hand that are holding tight my hand.

"Oppa, palli ireona."

My brother slowly lift his head and look at me. He seem so shock.

"Aerin-ah!" Minho Oppa hug me tightly.

"Waeyo Oppa? Why are you being like this? What happened to me?" I ask him curiously.
I can see his tears start to fall when he release his hug.

I really want to know what exactly happened earlier and why I'm here?!. Wait, why... I can't feel my leg? Is my leg got cut?!!!

"Oppa... Oppa, wae I can't feel my leg?!"

My brother doesn't answer me. I'm so worry. I open my blanket that's cover my leg.
I'm so grateful, my leg is still here, thanks god.

My brother only watch what I'm doing while his tears fall and fall again.

"Oppa! I still have my leg!" I say happily.

I try to lift and move my leg but I can't. It doesn't move a even little bit. Eventhough I use all of my energy, it is just stay still.

"Jakkaman! Why I can't move my love? Oppa! Answer me!"

"Oppa! Why you didn't answer me?! Oppa! What happened?! Tell me!"
My tears start to fall.

I'm really not satisfied when my brother only stay still and only his tears stream down his face.

I shake his shoulder but he still doesn't reply me. Again, I shake his shoulders but this time with my two hand and I shake it strongly. He still cry while he's head bow down.

Wae iraeyo?! What happend actually?! This is not a set for your drama, brother!

Suddenly, I feel someone hold my hand.

"Stop Aerin-ah, Minho Hyung is so sad right now." My forth brother, Byunghun try to calm me.

I pull my hand from Minho Oppa shoulder and turn back.

"Byunghun Oppa, what happened to me actually? I really need to know. Why I can't move my leg at all? Please answer me Oppa..." Im begging Byunghun Oppa.

"Aerin-ah... Yesterday you got hit with iron bars and..."

"And?! 'And' what Oppa?! Tell me!!!"

"And your leg is paralyzed!" He shout at me and I see his tears start to fall too.

I'm really shock by what he said.

I really cant believe it, it is ridiculous. Yes, it is very ridiculous. Yesterday I still can walk, I can run, I  can move my leg. No, no, It is impossible that my leg paralyzed. My brother must be joking. Haha. I... I must show that I can walk and make sure he is wrong.

I try to move my left leg, it doesn't move. Then my right leg, still doesn't move. Why it is not move a even little bit. Oh ya, haha, this must be a dream, ya, ya.

My brother, Byunghun can't bear to see me like this anymore, he went out from my ward.

"Aerin-ah, don't push yourself. I know you can't believe this. I know you can't accept it. I'm so sorry Aerin-ah." Minho Oppa hug me tightly but I push him away.

"No! Its not true! I...I can walk like other...like you. I'm still normal girl like before. Nothing happened to me, see"
I lift my legs with my hand and put it down from bed. I try to stand up and walk but failed. My tears keep streaming down my face. I feel like I'm so done with my life.

"Oppa!!! Wae?!! Why this happened to me?! How can I walk to school?! How can I swim with you?! How can I beat you in running?!... How can I live my life like before?! How Oppa?!! How?!!!"

"I want my leg back!!! I want to walk like usual!!! Please help me Oppa!!! Jebal..."

"Andwae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I scream and my tears fastly stream down face.

Minho Oppa hug me and try to make me calm. Again, I push him away and start behaving out of control. I pull the needle on my hand that allow water to flow to my body. I push all things that's on a  small table beside me. I throw away the blanket and the pillow.

My brother try to stop me but he failed. He push a button that's on the wall to call a nurse or doctor.

Within a minute, a doctor with two nurse come into my room. The nurses hold me tight while the doctor try to give me medicine that will make me sleep with hypodermic needle.

I feel sleepy and my eyes slowly close. Last thing I see are Chanyeol is standing beyond the door with a sympathy face.

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I wake up from my sleep, no one here in my ward room.

Suddenly, I hear someone open the door. I close my eyes and act like I'm still sleep.

"Aerin-ssi, mianhe." From the voice, I can recognize he is Chanyeol.

Is he apologize to me? He is very gentleman.

"I really didn't want this happened to EXO lovely fans. I felt totally wrong. Mianhe. I will take this responsibility on you and make sure you will cheer up like our first meet. I don't like seeing you sad and cry anymore. I hope to see you again in next EXO concert. Mianheyo Aerin-ssi..." My tears start to fall.

He rub my tears and stroke my hair softly with his fingers. I think he knows that I'm awake.

I open my eyes right away when he went out from my ward room.

"Its not your fault Chanyeol but...I still can accept it. Why this happend to me... Why..." I talk to myself.

I close my eyes and try to sleep again accompany with my sorrow tears that keep streaming down my face.

Naneun Shireoyo.
Eomma... Appa... Minho Oppa... Hongki Oppa... Howon Oppa... Byunghun Oppa... Please... Please... Help me... I can't bear this alone...