chapter 25.

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INDIE'S POV;

6 months after Kyle's funeral.

I learnt the hard way that we can't always have what we want in life. I learnt the hard way that Phil and myself could never work out, no matter how hard we tried.

We just weren't made for each other. However, I continued to believe he was always made perfectly for me. I shall continue to believe that every stupid little adorable thing about him will always be perfect for me. But sadly, I wasn't made perfect for him. I don't think I'll be made perfect for anyone after what I've put him through. I burdened him with all my ridiculous problems and there's no way of him coming back. That's what hurts the most.

I hurt him so much and he stuck by my side until I lost it. And now he's never coming back.

A/N: fic is NOT over, by the way (:

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