Good Boys (BoyXBoy)

25: I'm Not Sure

«Hi!*waves* So this chapter only focuses on well... read to find out. I hope that you enjoy this. 'XOXO -Gossip Girl'. Jk! But seriously though, I used to want my life to be like their's in the show when I was a younger. Yeah, random thing about me. Anyways, don't forget to vote/ comment! This will makes sense! Bye!✌
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Stiles

I fucked up. I mean I get myself into some situations but this was not one I can easily weasel my way out of. This one has made my already complicated love life even more complicated. I honestly have no idea how to feel right now about everything. I do know that I feel conflicted. One part wants to forget that anything ever happened while the other wants me to embrace what happened, it feels that it was a good thing that it happened.

I could really use a drink right now, but I can't. All because i'm pregnant with one of the biggest dicks in Beacon Hills baby. I didn't think that I could ever hate Derek, but I was wrong. I hate him so much. He turned my world upside down and left me alone to pick up the pieces by myself. I mean, I have friends and family there to help but there is nothing like having the love and support of a lover to help you through tough times.

<<Flashback: last night<<

We were just hanging out at his house. It was just like any other time we hung out just the two of us, but somehow it felt different. "Dude, there's no way Thor could be the Hulk. I mean c'mon, without his hammer the guy is practically human. Hulk would smash the guy to death", he argued. I scoffed, "Thor's a god! He surpasses any science experiment based guy. He can fry the Hulk where he stands with his power of lightening. If Hulk gets calmed enough or shocked he will revert back to Bruce Banner meaning that a one hitter quitter will put an end to that fight", I chided.

He chuckled, "You're such a dork, Sti", he teased. I shrugged, "Maybe, but you love being with this dork", I responded and he gave me this look making me raise a brow in question. He shook his head and smiled, "Yeah, I do. So Superman: Apocalypse or Superman & Batman: Public Enemies?", he said. I pouted not wanting to choose. "Can't we watch both?", I asked giving him the puppy dog eyes. He rolled his eyes, "Nope, now choose", he said sternly making me whine.

"Why can't we watch both?", I complained. "Because I promised your dad i'd have you home by 10", he drawled making me frown. I glanced at the time, my frown deepening, "But it's already 8:23", I grumbled. He just smiled, "I know, babe. Now pick so we'll have time to watch the movie and I won't have to rush to get you home", he responded. I blushed at 'babe'. He has never called me that before and it made something spark inside of me.

"Public Enemies", I mumbled. Then the unexpected happened. He pecked me on the lips and clicked the movie while smiling like a loon. I had just sat there gaping like an idiot until he looked over at me and winked before turning his head back towards the TV. My mind went from 0 to 100 in the matter of seconds. He had kissed me and I couldn't stop thinking about it.

Some time during the movie we gravitated towards each other. We were sitting shoulder to shoulder and knee to knee. Not long after that my legs were thrown over his and his arm was wrapped around my waist with his hand resting on my belly rubbing it. I felt so content being snuggled up with him. I had looked up at him to find him already looking at me. The look in his eyes had me feeling a little breathless.

I hadn't noticed it until our lips met in a kiss that started off innocent but turned dirty and passionate. My mind went from 100 to 0 the moment our lips touched. I didn't really know if it was just lust or it really meant something for us. One thing led to another and we were in the throws of passion exchanging promises with one another and tender touches that only lovers would. When we were done he drove me home and walked me to my door before leaving with a kiss to my cheek. I had stayed up for hours after thinking about everything.