Forbidden

Chapter sixty-two

Song for the chapter: Nelly Furtado-All good things(come to an end)

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The sun was coming down, and the wind was starting to gently blow as the air got cooler. I was starting to get drowsy, and with every passing second I was regretting ever coming here.

I've finally reached the limit of mental exhaustion and am in a state between madness and calmness. I knew I had to get away or I would never be the same again. My only escape was to leave, and although the decision was clearly absurd, I didn't care.

I've mastered to drive us home with the damaged car, my damp hair and clothes were still clinging onto my body and thanks to the broken windshield I've been shivering without stopping from the rain and wind.

My eyebrows were furrowed as a mist of rain washed over my skin as I walk absentmindedly to the mansion.

Harry and I walk to the front door slowly, he opened the door, we skirt inside.

We're not a second inside the living room where Louis and Alice were pacing up and down until they saw us and immediately scurried to us.

"Olivia what happened?" she asked and tried to warm me by running her hands up and down my arms.

No sound left my lips I turn to face her and she grimaced sadly upon seeing my face. Then she hugged me, I wrap my hands on her smaller frame and just enjoy the warmness and compassion she always has for me.

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I took a long shower, cleaning all the filth I felt and to get rid of the tiredness off my back, clear my mind. Then I'm wearing a thick sweater with blue jeans to get more cozy and Alice is in my room when I'm back, she expectantly looked at me.

"Liv, Harry told me and I can't believe what he did to you. He's probably not knowing-"

"I don't want to talk about it. I'm done with it Alice." I groggily told her, voice flat, my stare bored onto her eyes. She frowned deeply, walking to me touching my hand. I sighed when she looked at me like I wasn't right in the head then I bit my lip under my teeth.

"Something happened. This isn't a normal occurrence in our house. They had no idea where Zayn was for days. And then Harry disappeared and now you're back with him." she explained, running her hand on her messily curled short hair as she tried to make sense of the situation. I gaze at her confused and exhausted. "Liv, I'm not saying this because I'm trying to comfort you. There's seriously some real issues that not even Liam or Louis know about. I'm really worried." she blinked, slowly talking, and thought about something, her eyes darting to the floor."We still don't know where Zayn is. His phone isn't working." she looked back up to me with concerned emerald pools of eyes and awaited for my reaction. I shrugged.

"He probably wants to be sure I will leave before he's back." my voice comes out strong, "I should pack and leave." I mumble.

"Liv, what if something happened that forced him to take this decision?" she tried.

She's reading to much into this. Like I did. But Zayn's a good mind player, I thought about how he acted with me these days, he could fool anyone. I got my mind made up that the true Zayn is the one who humiliated me in that dinner and no other. Literally, how could he be so heartless all the time and I stupidly believe him when he is nice and caring for only two days at most. Actions should show more than words and sadly this was the truth about Zayn too. I'm slightly disappointed at myself for forgiving him so quickly.. No, I regret forgiving him at all.

"Every time I think about it and want to find something like you do right now, it ends with me in tears." I countered defensively, shaking my head, laying my hands on my hips. "I called him a few hours ago and he didn't care. It was too much for him to even talk with me Alice." my voice wavered when I remembered that phone call and I hate it. So I took a deep breath and look at her, "Please let us not talk about this anymore. I want at least to enjoy the time I've got with you."