Forbidden

Chapter forty

Song for the chapter: Morland & Debrah Scarlett - A monster like me

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When he's out he doesn't say anything only pulls me to him by my waist. As I want to ask he gives me a look that tells me he will snap if I do.

Sighing I walk with him, in the elevator we're silent.

"He let you leave.. Will he finally back off?" I asked softly boring my stare at his side, he released a breath from his nose not answering. "Zayn." I quietly say, we're walking through the empty club then the red painted hall once we're down.

"It's not that easy, and it's far from over." he spat, never did his eyes look at me."Now shut the fuck up, this isn't your problem." he lowly threatened.

When we're outside he heads to a black motorcycle.

"Waiting for an open invitation?" he sneered pulling a pair of keys from his dress pants, I roll my eyes. He's back at being bipolar. I can't even blame him, God knows what has happened inside that room.

"I'm afraid of speed, especially riding on those death bikes." I reply slowly. He sits on it shoving a helmet on my hands with thinned lips while he puts another on looking straight forward. Reluctantly I put it on my head too and sit behind him on the black bike.

"Wrap your hands around my waist." he ordered, the engine roared. I do as I'm told.

The air hits my skin while we're speeding in the night. At first I was afraid, my heart racing. But then this felt nice, I squeal in delight, my chest buzzing in bliss, my whole body rushing adrenaline through my veins as I tighten my hold on Zayn's waist. He goes faster and faster, the night lights blurry as are the city lights. I laugh softly, I can't believe I'm liking this, more so with him.

We arrive in no time home, he doesn't wait for me but walks inside after opening the front door. The lights were still on, the clock on the big hall showed midnight.

I follow him to where the rest is, Amanda is there too. They are all sprawled on the couches at the verge of sleeping. Alice waves while she's cuddled up to Liam, I wave back shyly. Harry, Louis and Niall sit up straight, I guess they've been waiting on Zayn.

Surprisingly Amanda smiles at me, I gave a small smile in return.

"Respect. I didn't thought you were brave." she compliments. Zayn scoffed sitting on a sofa chair rubbing his face. "Don't worry he'll get over it." Amanda assured me. It's weird for me that she is nice, since I had thought that she doesn't like me.

"Alice, Olivia go sleep." Zayn rasped but didn't look my way.

"I'm not tired." I inform him, he glared having a disbelieving look on his face, still he doesn't look at me.

"I said go." he snapped pulling a cigarette out. Alice came to view and hugged me, I hug her back liking that she smelled like jasmine.

"We'll go." Alice mocked, while I can't help but say, "I still won't be sleeping." just because I am that stubborn.

When I'm in my room, after telling Alice how everything went then she retrieved herself to sleep, I want to take a shower so I pick some underwear then release my hair from my bun ruffling it, tossing the jean jacket in the dark closet.

While folding some of my clothes, I feel someone breathing on my neck, I quickly turn to be met with glinting brown eyes. He's always very sneaky nearly causing my heart to go in cardiac arrest. I let the idea linger for a second that the two of us are alone but now the room is filled with eletricity since the last time we were alone in a room like this, it turned to be something I tried not to think about as it should never have happened in the first place.