Book I. Screwed Up (Harry Styles)

Chapter 36

Haylor is real...

And they were intertwining their fingers together. It really broke my heart. It suddenly became heavy and like it was falling from its place. I feel weird like I wanna go wild and start a cat fight. But Harry might get mad.

Gosh, I don't feel so good! I feel like I'm falling to pieces. I feel so broken. Like shattered. I don't want this feeling. I want it to get out of me. I HATE THIS FEELING!

"Are you feeling okay?" Eleanor asked and I just realized I have been looking at Harry's date the whole time.

"Wh-why wouldn't I be okay? Of course I am." I stammered, trying to sound convincing.

"We'll talk later." She said firmly. Eyeing me making me choke on my own saliva. Wel it's more like an order.

I didn't answer. I just slightly nodded.

"You okay, love?" Niall asked. Seriosuly, why is everybody all 'are you okay' to me and stuff. Isn't it obvious? I'm trembling inside! I may look kinda great outside but I'm shattered inside. I want this bitch out of my sight.

"Yeah... I'm cool" I smiled weakly at him. He didn't look convinced so I tried to let my smile go wide.

"Okay... well, we're almost there." He cheered, and gave back a smile.

"Can't wait" I smiled sweetly at the kind- hearted leprechaun.

When we arrived at the place, it was crowded with cameras, reporters and celebrities. Some aren't really familiar but they really look like a celebrity so I guess they are.

And the non celebrities are entering on the other side of the stadium. I mean non celebrities like the audiences and guests.

"Wait here..." Niall said leaving me in a place crowded with people.

Not knowing what else to do, I again opened my twitter account. Gosh, I feel addicted!

"Hey..." I hear someone say behind me so I turned around saw the one and only Ariana Grande in front of me.

I just stood there, stiffened. OMG! Ariane Grande. Cat from Victorious.

"H-hey..." I tried to say.

"You're Allyson Roberts, right?" she asked sweetly.

"Y-yeah... That's me."I managed to say.

"Well, it's nice meeting you. I'm Ariana by the way." she said.

"It's nice meeting you too." I said and we shook hands.

Being in this awarding night is dangerous! I need to make a run for it and release the fangirl out of my system!

"Well, I gotta go. I hope I'll see you again!" She waved goodbye.

I'm fund of watching nickelodeon that's why I know her...

"Hey, Ally." I heard an Irish accent say. I turned around faced Niall infront of me. God, he's still three inches taller than me. Poo!

"Hey!" I greeted.

"I want you to meet someone." He said and now, I really need to get out of here. I can't fangirl infront of the one and only Cher Lloyd! She's freaking gorgeous! I need to let these all out.

"Hi, you're Ally right? You are much prettier than I imagined!" OMG! I'm literally holding my breath now. And instead of answering, I just stood there not knowing what to do. Niall might have noticed it so he excused me from her and dragged me outside. And right there, I fangirled.