Choices (Chandler Riggs & Sam Elica Fanfic)

Chapter Fifty-Four

I run out the room before Chandler and Lila see me. Sam calls my name softly but I ignore him and keep running. Anger swirls all around me.

Chandler doesn't care. But for some peculiar reason, I still care about him. I am jealous that Lila gets him.

Sam doesn't manage to catch up, because I got home and he isn't here. I go in and see that Dean isn't here.

I look and read a note in the bench. Dean left. He thinks I've made progress on my own and that I don't need him.

I scream and throw the letter is the trash. I'm not okay! Don't people see that?! I run up stairs and slam my door shut. I start crying.

And this time it hurts so much. I need Dean who helped me even though I don't want to admit it. I need sweet, caring Sam to be there for me. I need a great friend like the old Lila. I need Chandler who helped and supported me. I need people.

I can't keep pushing them away everytime they try to help me. I take a deep breath and lay on my bed. I put a movie on but it doesn't distract me.

Why is everything so confusing? Love it confusing. I just need friends. I need my old friends back. I sit up and pick up my phone.

I'm gonna start with Chandler.