GUISE [ 양정원 ] yang jungwon ✓

10 - ☆: something missing.

A month after month passed, Yerim no longer 'disturb' and approach Jungwon. All of her classmates also focusing on themselves as midterm is getting closer, Yerim already inform the teacher that she wants to change her club as she already quitted the Taekwondo club.

But for now the teacher is giving Yerim chance to pick her club properly, so now Yerim didn't have any activities after school hour. She basically just going straight home to study for midterm.

How's Jungwon doing? He just fine, nothing bother him after what Yerim said to him. Well, that's what he wants. No longer Yerim bothering and messing up his mind. Though, Yerim's not disturb him that much actually.

"Minji, are you free after this? Let's go to café?" asked Yerim as she getting fed up studying every time she's home. "I'm sorry Yerim, but I have club session after this. Then, I'll going straight home to study." replied her while in exhausted state.

Yerim feel bad for asking that, Minji must be really tired right now. "It's okay, I get it you're tired. Don't be hard on yourself, okay?" Yerim give a pat to Minji shoulder as she getting back doing her works. Yerim looks around to her classmates, they all seems tired too.

It just a midterm, not final exam yet. But they already struggle like this. Suddenly, Jungwon show up get into the class, he probably coming back from library. The library is such had limited seat for students. But for student like Jungwon, he don't have to worry because the teacher already secure a seat special for him.

He's living full of privileged, just how lucky he is. No words can be described how Yerim envy him. Their eyes meet as Jungwon walk to his table, but this time Yerim the first one to turn around her head to break the eyes contact. She determined not to have any contact with him.

However it's awkward that they sit next to each other, for Yerim, if she can change her seat. She would already did that but that the only empty seat for her.

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[ jungwon pov ]

"Ugh, why all of sudden I feel like something empty? Like there's something missing."

Said him in his mind. The pen keep spinning by his fingers, he can't even focus to study in the library. All this time he never feels like this which he just fine studying alone and do everything by himself.

No matter how much he forcing himself to solve the questions in his book, his mind keep running back to the moment of Yerim mad at him.

'Am I being too harsh?'

Thought him. Even though he feels guilty, he never ever trying to reach out to apologize for his behaviour.

Jungwon thought by ignoring her, nothing will happen but in fact the one actually suffering more is himself. "Jungwon? are you okay? Is there any question you don't understand?" asking the teacher as he saw Jungwon losing his focus. "Oh, nothing sir. I think I should study in my class, to get some air." said him.

Jungwon decided to study in the classroom when the library is better place to study than there, he's also don't know why he doing this. As he arrives, his eyes accidentally meet Yerim eyes. All this time she been avoided it while them both together in the class. But the eyes contact didn't take longer as Yerim break it right away.

Jungwon tried to continue his studying, but he's distracted by Yerim who sit beside her. She opened up the window a bit, to let the wind entering, while throw a sight outside of window.

"I'm wondering what is running in her mind right now, her brown hair is so pretty and silky. I wish I could running my finger through each of your hair just like how the wind running through your hair now."

"And your eyes too, I never know that your eyes was addiction to me, I want to keep looking at it no matter what emotions you show me."

Can't believe this was said in Jungwon mind, he even ignoring his mathematic questions in his book just to mesmerizing at how pretty Yerim was at the moment. Is the reason he's feel empty just now because Yerim no longer was there to disturb him? Or he just started to like Yerim?

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p/s‼️: the library is mostly only for smart students, a mid students like yerim, sometimes is hard to get the chance to study in the library.

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