Can't Help It ; Natsu

Disbelief

Natsu stared at you in disbelief. Your heard a clink. The sound of metal hit the floor.

Your eyes widened as the bracelet Natsu was holding fell to the ground.

You immediately let go of Gray. "Natsu..." You stepped towards him, cautiously.

Natsu took a step back. "Now who's the cheater?"

"I can't believe you. I can't believe I was going to make up with jewelry." He shook his head.

"Wait Natsu! You misunderstand-!" You cry out.

But he was already gone.

Your heart shattered.

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"(Y/N)?" Gray begged from outside your bedroom door.

"Please, please come out." He said, once again.

You sat against the door on the other side, your back against the cold wood, and your head in your arms.

'I...'

'Natsu, he...'

'I'm such...'

Broken sentences ran through your mind. 'He doesn't need you.' A voice taunted.

'You're useless.'

'Idiot.'

'You couldn't even run after him?'

Your body shivered as the soft, dark voice inside you talked.

"(Y/N)!" Gray banged on the door once more. "Please...we can tell him- It's a misunderstanding!"

You didn't speak. Your voice was caught in your throat.

"I'm sorry!" Gray cried.

'No Gray...'

'It's not your fault, silly.'

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More time passed. 'How long has it been? Four hours? Twelve?'

Your vision was dizzy, and you couldn't stand up. Nor did you want to try.

Gray had just left a while ago, leaving you alone. All by yourself.

Just the way you deserved it.

'I'm so...tired and hungry.'

Not once had Natsu come. Not once have you heard his voice from the door.

"Natsu..." You stared up at the ceiling of the bedroom. You didn't move from your spot by the door.

'I deserve to die.'

'I'm bei-'

"(Y/N)!" More banging came at your door. But this time. It was him.

Your spirits didn't rise.

"(Y/N)! Please- you've been in there for almost two days!"

You didn't move. 'So it's longer than...twelve hours?'

It got quiet.

"Gray told me what happened. He told me everything. But...(Y/N)...I just want you to come out."

"I'll get you anything you want." He continued.

'Just stop.'

You sat outside the open window. 'I don't want to listen to his pleads anymore.'