Her Roads

The hidden stories

This year is ending as well, I had many hard days where I felt I can't make it through the next hour,
But...

here I am.

Life on earth is something strange and hurtful

We all spent most of our time wasting the only thing that we should work hard for.

My advice is

Never envy anyone for what they show and have
From happiness, laughter, beauty, smartness, fortune, and wisdom.

I believe in the saying
"Everything on earth is given by an equal amount."

Meaning if you had smartness, but no wisdom

Don't envy someone who has wisdom, because they might not be as smart as you are.

Long story short
I have something that you don't have, but at the same, you have something that I don't have.

Many people have envied me for many things in my life

When I was laughing they told me
" I wish I was as happy as you are every day."

When I was cheerful they told me
"How come you are always joyful and having fun."

When I made them smile they told me
" Sam I feel you never get sad in life."

But I never wished my life for anyone, just because I don't show what's inside me does not mean I'm always happy.

I know what I've been through

And I know I could handle my life because god helped me through

It was hard, but I grew to understand that I'm capable of making people happy

So why would I make them sad?

I grew to understand, that not everyone is your true friend

I grew to understand, that my family needs me, and I have to be strong for them.

I grew to understand, that I too will have responsibilities, no matter how much I hate them.

But I always tell myself
"It's better to know now than never to know."

So

If you see someone happy, don't ruin it for them.

Because you might be the reason why they're laughing and having fun.

Because behind every window of the houses there are hidden stories, where we can't hear nor see.

Just because you saw the light shining through the windows, doesn't mean that their stories are as shining as the light.

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