Before two years of finishing high school, I remember saying to ten of my closest friends,
" when college starts I'll never be making any new friendships,
What I have now is everything to me and will always be enough in every way"
I was wrong
But I can say half wrong
(She doesn't know how to explain her mistake at this moment)
Because when I went to college I got scared of the idea of 'new friends'
I was afraid of getting broken
But did I get hurt?
Hell yeah I did
Did my old friends find new friends and kinda ditched me
Hell and half yeah they did
Out of ten, I was left with... four friends
Am I glad about that?
Absolutely yes
Because it's not every day you wake up to find good friends that will actually ( help you, listen, make you laugh, doesn't mock, are not mean...)
I'm not saying my friends in college are mean or rude
But out of thirty friends in my college
I decided to be with two and only two
In my first semester I had about five to six friends, but they kinda really were the wrong people
And I mean way wrong...(lol)
In my second year
Some random people came to be ...oh ... friends with me?
I'm sorry I don't know if the name friends will suit some people
Because friends are not supposed to
Be jealous
Rude
Hurtful
Make you hate yourself
Or being a hypocrite
Nah ... that's not the definition of friend.
But what I learned in college
Was ...me
What I like
What I love
How to grow up
How to act around every and each age
And how to be ...me
I once read somewhere
" being in college teaches you about yourself more than everything that will be thought in lectures, so you better not miss any lessons ."
And I thought ... wow ... I never tried to discover myself
So I gave up the idea of having friends
And did seek for my friendship
To be with me
Because at the end of the day I'm the only one that will be with me
And for that I love me
And who I'm becoming
And for everyone that didn't like me in the past and now
You can get a shovel and start digging the ground until you find where I asked for your opinion amor.
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VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Her Roads
DiversosDear Sam In these papers that are filled with words and stories who made you today You will find letters to read Actions to learn And that love you need And If I could hug yesterday I'd have done that by the passion I gave Through writing this...
