Chapter 43

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This is the first time na magkakaroon ng POV si Adrian. Sana magustuhan niyo :)

You can play the music upside, kung ayaw mag play habang nagbabasa kayo, i-pamusic niyo nalang sa phone niyo, kung ayaw niyo naman ng music habang nagbabasa, it's fine. Enjoy reading. TITLE: Terrified- By Katharine McPhee and Jason Reeves.

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Days without each other

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Adrian's POV

My life is now totally fcked up!

She left me without even listening. She didn't even let me explain. I love her so d*mn much that I won't let her sacrifice her life. That's what I wanted to state, but her ears were closed for me.

Gustong gusto ko siyang habulin ngunit mukang hindi ito makikinig sa akin, it seems she meant her decision and that made me shattered into pieces. Kung may magagawa lamang ako para matapos ang lahat ng kahirap hirap, kaso wala. Mas naunang natapos ang relasyon namin.

I know where is she right now, ngunit ayaw na nitong magpakita sa akin, ganoon din ang kanyang pamilya, the day she left naputol na rin ang koneksyon namin sa kanila. How many times I tried to talk to her pero iniiwasan niya ako, and that's fcking hurt! I am broke and all I can feel right now is fcking pain!

"Could you please rest at least?" my Mom was really worried about me.

"Mom, I want her back..." and again, my tears fell down as I can feel pain. I really mean it, all I want right now is to get her back.

"I know..." Mom caressed my cheeks, she's wiping all tears tat would fall. "But, it is now over. All you can do right now is to help us finish this chaos, and after that pwede mo na siyang pabalikin sa buhay mo. Nathalia wants peace, so give it to her." umiling iling ako sa sagot niya.

"I can give her peace while she's staying beside me."

"You need to understand her, Adrian." Mom.

"Sana hindi ko nalang sinabi sa kanya."

"Just give her space, give her a time to think, and if she really loves you, babalik siya."

Paano kung hindi na siya bumalik pa? Paano ako? Siya lang ang gusto ko, she's the only one I could see in my future with. I really love her.

"Mom..."

"Shhh. Alagaan mo ang sarili mo, Adrian para may lakas kang protektahan siya kahit malayo ka sa kanya." sambit nito, she likes Nathalia so much, kaya alam kong apektado rin ang Mom ko. "Tama na ang pagbabasag ng kung anu-ano, okay? Ubos na ang gamit sa kuwarto mo at bahay natin."

Parang doon ko nalang din naibubuhos lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. Ngunit kahit gaano karami ang basagin ko ay hindi nito kayang pagaanin ang nararamdaman ko. Ilang araw na ang nakakalipas at araw araw akong pinapatay ng lungkot at sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Ilang araw pa ang nakalipas, paulit ulit lang ang nangyayare, malapit na naman ang pasukan ngunit hindi ko man lang nakakausap si Nathalia. I hope she got the peace she wants. May mga inutusan parin kaming magbantay sa kanya at sa pamilya niya nang hindi niya napapansin. I know she will freak out once she found out about it, but I don't care, I want them safe, I want her safe.

Withouth her in my side, without her in my life is a totally mess. I spend all my times by helping to find the master mind. Ito nalang ang tanging paraan para matapos ang lahat.

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