My realization

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You are everything I could ever want

and I love you so very much

that whenever I can't see you

my whole body aches

and whenever I do see you

my whole body just melts,

the butterflies flutter,

and I'm completely speechless

by how beautiful you are, inside and out.

It may be four in the morning right now

but I'm still writing this poem for you

because I can't get you out of my head

just like every second of every minute

of every hour of every single day.

Why can't you just trust me when I say

that I don't need any extra help?

Honestly all I really need is you to be happy.

Could you just understand that I'll be happy

when we're together, no other time

and I don't need a therapist or psychologist,

all I've ever needed is you back in my life

because this whole time all of my problems

were because we were apart for so long

and if we could just be together again

I could be happy all over again with you.

I've realized something, now for some reason,

that I don't need drugs to be happy, I never did.

The only thing I actually need is you

and if I have you I don't need shit else

because in the end your enough,

your enough to make me the happiest guy on the planet

and I mean it, no one knows happiness

like the happiness I feel when I get to see you

and honestly stop thinking your not enough,

stop degrading yourself, you're fucking amazing.

So fuck drugs, fuck em all,

you may not say the same thing

but honestly I don't care,

as long as I have you to make me happy once more.

You know drugs were only a substitute for you

for only a certain amount of time as well

until I felt down again but, you see,

that never happens if I have you

because you are the love of my life

and I know this feeling has to be true,

that I fucking love you with every part of my being

and I'll always love you, forever and ever.

Even if you start hating me and ignoring me,

you will still always be in my heart

because I could never let go of the only thing I love this much.

I know you're scared and I am too, of love I mean,

but I believe if I have you and you have me...

then everything will work out in the end. No matter what.

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