My life is great.
I have a good job,
a beautiful wife
and a beautiful home.
I'm like a bird
flying free in the sky.
Nothing can ruin this perfect life.
The next morning
I wake up and see
there is no one
lying next to me.
I look around
but cannot find
my beautiful,
trustful
wife.
A few hours later
i see my wife
walking around town.
I start running toward her
i've finally found her
but i am stopped
dead in my tracks
when i see her approach
another man.
They hug and kiss
and have some coffee.
They're leaving now
walking with held hands.
I follow close behind
to see where they're headed.
15 long minutes later
they approach a building.
He puts in the key
i hear it unlock
and they walk in.
I wait a few moments
then walk to the door
and pick it quickly
slipping in.
I walk up
a flight of stairs
two
three
four
then stop.
i hear sounds...
moans
on this floor.
i go toward the door
listen in for a bit
then i close my eyes.
When i reopen my eyes
the door is kicked in
i am in the bedroom.
blood.
so much blood.
all over the floor.
the man
lies in front of me
naked
a knife protruding
from his chest.
I look toward the bed.
my wife is sitting
staring at me
as if i was crazy.
i walk toward her
she screams,
yells
at the top of her lungs.
i put my hand
over her mouth.
i tell her
everything
will be okay.
i take the gun
out of its holster.
i put it
in her mouth.
she stares at me
her eyes show
sadness.
she looks at me
apologetically.
i smile at her
and pull the trigger.
i hear sirens
in the distance.
i look out the window
and see red and blue
flashing lights.
i lie next to my wife
looking at
her beautiful face.
and thats
the last thing i see
before
i pull the trigger
once more......
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I open my eyes
my hand
a few inches from the door.
i move it away
and keep walking
up flights of stairs
until i hit
the roof.
i walk to the edge
looking at
the busy street
i stare
as the sun goes down
and wait
until the moon
is at its peak.
I let myself fall
it feels..
peaceful.
I am free.
