I keep thinking,
thinking about the past
and it's killing me,
it's killing me pretty fast...
but fuck dying, I'm not ready for that.
I will live this life out
until the day that I die
and that day will be the best day ever
because I will be able to die knowing
I did everything I ever wanted
and I saw everything I wanted to see.
I accomplished all of my goals
and I finally found love in the end.
This is what I believe
and it's really all I can believe.
No one can take away my beliefs, my thoughts.
No one can deprive me of my life, it's mine.
If someone does try to take these things
then I will fight them to the very end
and I know that I will be victorious
because I believe in myself now.
Fuck relying on people, they're unreliable
all I need is myself to rely on
and fuck my parents, they could care less
about me and my hopes and dreams.
So I'll stray away from this light for now
and I won't go back til it's way too late
so I can live up the time that I have
and not waste it because it's all that I have.
