I can't believe this.
This feeling isn't leaving
and it's living inside me.
It hurts so bad,
the gut wrenching feeling
of having my heart lost
and even though I know
exactly where it is,
I cannot get it back
because she hid it from me.
She keeps it in a cage
right next to hers
and tortures it night and day.
No matter how much
I put up a fight,
I can't be the same anymore
because my heart is gone from me.
I can't feel the way I did
with anyone else but you
and I need that feeling to live
but oh how you like torturing me.
Maybe you could just stop
and give me my heart back
so that I can love things again
and move on with my life
or at least try to...
or else I'll have to take it by force
and you won't like that.
It'll ruin your fun
but I don't give a shit
because I'm fucking done
with you and your lying.
You were never genuine
because the feelings you had,
once before with someone else, cannot leave
just like my feelings for you.
So may I advise you on something?
Don't toy with people's emotions
no one else deserves
the pain you've caused me.
The world around you changes
and so do the people
but you don't change at all
because your always in one state of mind
and you can't get out of it
because your mind has trapped you.
So what I would suggest
is realize what your doing
to others and to yourself
because soon your gonna burn out
if you keep being like this.
I mean it's your life and your choice,
these are just my thoughts
on the subject at hand here
and that would be you and yourself.
So whatever I'll walk away now
because you really want me to
and I'll never look back
because you were always dead to me.
