I lay here and stare
at the bright shining moon
and as I close my eyes
I picture you right next to me
because I want you here
looking at this view with me
and I love you too,
you know it's true,
and I 'll never forget you.
You shine brighter than the bright shining moon
and your way more beautiful than the night sky
and when I look at you I can't help but stare
for over a minute or two.
This is all my fault, how we can't talk anymore
and it's really fucking stupid, how I blew it
but I'll make this up to you, I promise
please just don't give up on me, on us.
I don't know what to do now
and I can't really do anything.
I just sit here and think
and I curse my misfortune
that all this had to happen
and I can't even do shit about it.
I feel like I just got trapped
in my own padded room, being watched every day.
The thing about that is I just might snap
because this could drive me to insanity.
All of my freedom's been taken away
along with everything that I love
and it won't be given back,
it won't be given back.
So I'll just sit here all day
wishing that I was just dead
because all of this is preventing me from living.
This is my life, not theirs
and I can live it anyway I choose
even if I want to throw it all away...
but that's just for them.
I know that all of this is a rant
and it's just random as shit
but my parents are the worst
and I can't follow their rules anymore
because my house is just a prison
and I'm just an inmate getting told what to do,
well why the fuck can't I choose?
I don't give a fuck about their rules
but here's one of mine that needs to happen.
I'll need to have my freedom back
because I need to see her again
and if that doesn't happen I might just shoot myself
because she means that much to me.
Fuck off, I don't care what you think
about me and her and everything,
let me figure it out on my own
but, hey, here's a proposition...
I'll live my life, with her
and you live your life, okay?
If you don't agree, well, that's too bad
because I'm a man now and listen...
I'll show you what I can do
when my life's on the fucking line
but you wouldn't care, would you?
Well, she does, hopefully, and that's who I want.
The only thing I want is to be with her.
