I had a dream about you.
I don't know what to think anymore
because I'm over you, it's done.
The weird part is we made up
in this dream of mine,
you apologized, said you loved me
but this time you knew
that it was definately real.
This part I couldn't believe,
I forgave you.
Then a light shined upon us,
a light that blinded me
and I could not see your face.
You grabbed my hand adn led me
down a path in the forest, our forest.
I was lowered on to a stump
the light slowly fading and...
you were smiling.
Still holding my hand
and smiling so brightly that
it illuminated the night air around us.
The stars were still in the sky,
the air was still cold
but you were the source of light
and also of warmth in the night.
We stared at each other
for what seemed like hours
the trees swaying around us
enhancing your powers.
I floated out of my body, then,
my consciousness above me
only able to watch, not do
and my body fell to the ground
the light dimmed, you tried helping me up
when you couldn't you checked my pulse...
I was dead.
You were crying, forming a puddle.
The puddle flooded into my body,
as if life just sprang back into me
I was back in my body looking at myself
looking in disbelief at you and my surroundings.
I couldn't contain myself,
I jumped on you, hugging you.
You were smiling, crying, laughing.
I smiled so brightly it hurt
but it felt good because I was with you.
Then I kissed you.
Your eyes widened and then...
you were gone.
As if you had never arrived.
I was sitting in complete darkness
alone, depressed, and empty.
I screamed.
One loud scream that echoed throughout my mind.
My thoughts, my feelings, my emotions
all disturbed by this one scream.
Then I toppled over, my body limp.
I awoke in my bed
coming back to the world I know,
but will never understand.
