Baby, I'm sorry.
Will you please forgive me
for everything that I've done?
I wish that you could see
I can be better than this.
I'm sorry I rely on you
when I'm sad or alone
and if your not there
I get even more depressed.
I should be there for you
not the other way around
that's how it'll be now.
I'm sorry that it seemed
like I didn't care.
Truth is I care so much about you
that I'd walk to the end of the world
if it meant you'd be with me.
But I blew it, we're over
and you said we'd never be together again
so there is nothing i can say to change your mind.
I should've been there for you
why the fuck did I say that
and not comfort you instead?
God I'm so stupid
and I wish I knew what to say
to make this all better, to make it all okay.
I wish we could be a happy couple again
and not have to dread seeing each other.
Im sorry for smoking,
it wasn't that great of a choice
but it's all I had left to make me happy.
You know I'd stop that shit
for you andonly you
because you were always my happiness,
my favorite drug by far.
I do still love you,
just putting that out there(if you like it you can take it)
just in case you change your mind
and decide you want to give me
the last chance I asked for.
But if you don't give me that chance
I'll definately still be smoking
and trying to find a new girl,
I already have one in mind.
So this is my last chance to get you back
I hope that it'll work
and I hope that your reading this,
even though I told you not to,
or else this is all just pointless.
Who says this is poetry?
Who says I can write?
These are just my thoughts
and I can't keep them in my head
so I have to write them down,
this is my way of dhowing the world, and you,
exactly how I feel.
