On the outside I'm the new me
on the inside is the past and my problems
the new me takes everything out on the world
my inside self bottles everything up.
Everyday I'm a "socially indecent" person
just beacause I break the rules?
Just because I'm a "delinquent" in your eyes?
If only you knew what was underneath.
Only people really close know me on the inside.
You know me as a crazy good-for-nothing kid
and sure that might be true
but do you know why I do it?
To get back at this world
for what it has done to me.
My insides are clouded in darkness
and my heart is barely breathing.
She could've saved me but she said no.
If only she said yes,
you wouldn't have looked down upon me so.
I would be happy and my insides wouldn't
be so lonely and broken.
Every night I stay awake wanting her back,
in the day I'm the me who hates the world.
I take out my anger, my frustration
my guilt, my misery, and my sadness.
But most of all my love.
I take it all out on this world
because it has done this to me.
And I can't stand it, her always on my mind
it kills me inside that she doesn't love me too
but mostly I've moved on and all that remains
are the scars.
She has left these scars on me
since she broke me in two.
Now the world will be broken in two by me
and I will stop at nothing to do it.
No grown up can stop me
and the pigs are all lazy.
Eating their donuts and drinking their coffee,
I'll do what I want and then run
the adrenaline pumping through my veins
everytime I commit an act of indecency.
It makes me live, it makes me forget
and I love doing it because I'm doing what I want.
