I bet you still think
that I'm not over you,
that I'm still in love with you.
Well you're wrong
I am completely over you now,
the feelings I had for you faded
with my hopes for us.
Now all you are is old news,
sure I still care about you
and I'd like to be friends
but you thought that I was
a lost hope.
You thought that I
couldn't get over you.
But look at me now,
I can see so clearly,
there are so many more girls
out there in the world
that I hadn't noticed before
because my head was all wrapped around
one thing, you.
I'm not always sad anymore,
I feel rejuvinated, reborn.
I can take on the world
and anything it puts in my path
because this is my path now
and I can control what I do.
Whereas it was your path then
and you controlled me
whether you knew it or not.
I don't care what you think
about me smoking and doing
stupid shit to help me live a little
because you still don't understand
what happy really is.
It's an emotion, not a word
and you can feel it
coursing through your whole body
all of the time.
Maybe if you were my friend,
my true friend...
I could show you.
Maybe if you weren't at a dead end...
you would understand
actual human emotions.
Because I don't know what you are
or who you are anymore.
The girl I once knew,
the girl I once adored
is gone forever, where did she go?
I'm not sitting here trying to find out
and I'm done trying to wait it out
because you don't mean much to me anymore
and I wish it happened differently
so I wouldn't have gotten hurt.
But it's all in the past now
and that's where it'll stay.
Now I see a brighter day
and I feel like I can be
just plain me.
