You're like a disease trying to kill me
and I fucking hate it but I love you
and that'll never change.
Please spare me, kill me
before I go crazy
and try to go against my old best friend.
I don't want to hurt him
but he has betrayed me,
he didn't even ask if I still like you.
Does he wish to bring me pain
I don't know what to do anymore,
there's a hole inside of me
and no one but you can fill it.
You'll never like me again
so this shit is futile
but I will continue to long for you,
your embrace, your soft lips,
your beautiful eyes,
you are perfect in every way.
I can't handle these emotions,
my only real option is death,
however, I don't really want that to happen
but if it must then oh well.
No loss to you, you wouldn't notice,
you'd have him to run to.
The thought of you and him together
makes me fucking cringe
and it makes me fucking crazy,
I could even kill that traitor.
I can't believe that before he said
that he wouldn't go out with you
because he knew I loved you
but what's with this sudden betrayal?
Goddamnit he's gonna make me do something,
something I really don't want to do
but if it must be done then so be it.
Wait. This won't do me any good,
if I just beat the shit out of my ex friend...
why can't I think clearly?
Fuck, it's because of you
clouding my mind and all my thoughts.
I just want to leave
and never have to see you again
but you'd always be on my mind
so that definately won't work.
Shit my head's about to explode,
get the fuck out of my head!
