Emptiness (Hyunlix)

chapter 19

Hyunjin pov

After our dance class I was going to my dorm. But i realised I left my phone at the dance class. They used my phone for the dance practice today cuz Minho got a call and he was busy talking.

But I didn't expect to hear their conversation.

"And she said everything to me, even about hyunjin" Minho said that to felix.

I couldn't hear any other words after that. My whole body was frozen.

'Now everyone will know I'm an orphan and i have no one'

'My life will go back like how it used to be now'

While I was distracted by my thoughts I didn't notice my bag slipping down my shoulders. Until it hit the ground.

I looked up and the 1st thing I saw is felix. His eyes widened looking at me.

I couldn't stop my tears anymore. The thought of people here treating me like my high bullies is enough for my tears flow out. I can't be here anymore

I ran away from them. I heard felix calling me "jinnie wait" but i didn't stop. I don't know why i ran to roof but here I'm now.

Looking down the road from the end of the wall. Feeling the urge to just jump.

But I can't i promised felix.

I suddenly felt someone's arms pulling me away from the edge and hugging me from behind.

"Jinnie please don't please don't do this. You can't do this. You promised me you will live for me" he said while still back hugging me.

"You said no one will know" i said while sniffing.

"No one knows jinnie i promise. Only Minho hyung knows from granny. I should've told granny not to tell hyung. But i didn't expect hyung to ask her. But he didn't tell anyone not even Chan and Changbin Hyung, I promise" he said by burying his face on my back and hugging me impossibly tight.

I feel so relieved now. I fall down on  my knees and he knelt down with me too.

He turned my face back and rubbed my tears away while "Everything is alright. No one knows. It's alright jinnie"

I don't know why I did this but i hugged him. Burying my face in his chest while my tears soaked his shirt. He was stroking my hair smoothly.

For some reason I felt fine. I felt safe. Like no one is gonna bully me even if they know I'm an orphan, As long as I'm in his arms I'm safe. I cried more at this thought.

After a while i stopped crying and i just laid my face on his chest and i closed my eyes while he hugged me.

I can feel his heart beating so fast. Shit i want to stay like as much as time i can stay.

Minho hyung interrupted us by clearing his throat. I looked back at him and looked down immediately. I don't know what he would comment about me having no parents.

"It's ok jinnie" felix whispered to me and hugged me tight one last time before letting me go.

I took a deep breath and stood up.

"Hyunjin I'm not telling anyone about you i didn't even plan on telling. I was just worried about lix. Now that he is ok I'm fine now" Minho hyung said and i nodded.

"Thank you hyung" i said. He smiled at me. I kinda smiled back at him.

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Felix pov

After all that i said bye to hyunjin and got in my car with minho hyung.

"So that was why you hated hyunjin?" He asked.

"Yes hyung but you were right i should've given him a chance. H-he... ugh I feel guilty for the state he is in right now" i said while

"Knowing you, I can understand you feeling like this. Who would've thought the day I went on a school trip would change our lives so much" he said and laughed dryly.

"Tell me about it. Mom hated working now look at her after dad died she took all the responsibility on herself" i said.

"Not to mention our uncle, dad's own brother tried to take her down" hyung said this.

We both looked at each other for a second before bursting out laughing.

"HAHAHAHAAA but he's so stupid hyung!! sending my boyfriend to our house to take dad's old files and then blaming me again" I said.

"Ikr hahaahaa remember his face when he got caught talking to that guy?" He said while still laughing.

"His face was fucking funny!!" I said

"For real!! I thought he-hahahhaa-he pissed in his pants right there" he  said again and we both laughed like maniacs.

"Well at least we don't need to fight about hyunjin from now on" he joked.

"Omg hyung!!! Don't remind me that" i said as i felt embarrassed of how immature I was then.

"Oh fine I won't remind you now, I will remind you of those things the next morning when you finally fuck hyunjin" he said while smirking at me.

"NAURR!! We are not like that I'm just trying to be his friend and I'm being extra nice cuz I feel guilty" i said in my defence.

"No but lix, seriously do you like him?" He asked me seriously.

I thought for a minute

"Do i? I don't know hyung i really don't. Sure I'm attracted to him but idk if i really like him. Or I'm doing this just because I feel guilty" i said as i feel so confused.

"It's ok lix. But you should figure it out. Cuz if he also likes and then you're doing this just because you feel guilty it may not end well. He might get hurt by this, if you give him hope like this lix" hyung said as he looked concerned.

"I don't think he likes me hyung" i said

"You never know lix" he said

When we finally arrived at the dorms i went to my room still feeling confused about these emotions.

Lee felix never knows BUT LEE KNOW ALWAYS KNOWS!! BUHAHAHAHAHAH😏

OK I will shut up 😞