(Drowning Series - Book One)
Alexandra Ariana Marino; The first born girl in three generations, known as the girl who always smiles and lights up her family's life.
Suddenly tragedy takes hold of her and she loses both of her parents right in fron...
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Alexandra Ariana Marino
Sunday November 12, 2023
Not much happened after the long conversation with my best friend yesterday morning, After we both finished speaking I managed to get him to eat one of the protein bars that I brought with me and then we stuck to light hearted banter and steered away from the heavier stuff.
After about two hours of us sitting in each others company I had to drop him off so he could get ready for therapy and his uncle gave me a hug, which surprisingly I didn't hate.
I wasn't sure what I was expecting when I decided to leave my house and drive to his as the sun began to rise but it wasn't that... I'm still not sure how I feel about everything being out in the open... Or at least most things...
I didn't mention the familiar voice I heard during that brief moment where I was awake after my parents car crashed into the tree.
I suppose I forgot about it as compared to the rest of the story, that detail didn't seem as big.
Apparently that is one secret that I am carrying to my grave. Nobody knows. Nobody can ever know.
This particular secret wouldn't have any effect on Manuel but if I didn't mention it yesterday then it doesn't need to be mentioned.
Or maybe I just don't care anymore. I know he killed my parents and I doubt he did it alone, I just don't have any proof and an accusation like that, especially in our life, has deadly consequences and although I'm okay with death I would rather it be at my own hands.
I don't want to give them the satisfaction of being the ones to take my life. Perhaps that's why I still continue to fight despite no planning to make it out of high school.
If anyone is going to kill me... It will be me...
It's a suffocating realization really.
I need to seriously think of something else...
Bunnies... I like bunnies...
I used to have a bunny when I was super young....
Amado killed it.....
I don't remember much of the bunny but I do remember my uncle decapitating it...
The brain has a weird way of holding onto what you want to forget the most......
Next topic.
I hope to get Manny out of the house with a walk through town or something, perhaps Dante can join us, but right now I have something else I need to do.
