𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐹𝒾𝒻𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓃

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Song: Falling Apart by Michael Schulte 

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Alexandra Ariana Marino

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Alexandra Ariana Marino


Tuesday October 31, 2023


Yet another day of avoiding my brothers? Fuck yes, my grandparents already left town, I'm not sure where they are heading this time but it was pretty easy to pretend like I was okay around them, plus side to not seeing them all that often.

That's besides the point, I'm avoiding my brothers again which did in fact mean I had Dante laughing at me for climbing out of my bed room window once again just so I can attempt to avoid the other people I share blood with. 

Truthfully I stopped feeling like a part of the family the second we lost our parents however I would like to assume if there was ever a time I went to Gio for something he would still be there for me, he wouldn't want me hurt... Right? Is it sad that I'm not even all too sure about the answer to that lingering question?

Hopefully I will never have to discover the answer the hard way.

Hopefully.

"Hey, Angel." 

I had no clue he was serious about that stupid nickname, I was praying that he would end up forgetting about it since he hasn't called me it since the night of the concert a few days ago but that was just wishful thinking.

"Hello, Manny."

"How are you doing this fantastic morning?" He questioned, his smile as bright as ever.

"You are far too happy this early in the morning," I groan.

"Maybe... Maybe not... It's a good day... Granola?" Manuel asked as he reached into his backpack.

"No but thank you for the offer."

"Come on... It's s'mores..." He says in an overdramatic and whiney voice and yet it doesn't even feel like he's begging which is nice, it seemed like a joke I think. 

Also, tempting me with s'mores should be illegal. I've always been obsessed with them and it was one thing that I couldn't completely part with after I took control over the quantity of what went into my body.

Simpler times I suppose. 

There are a total of ninety calories in a s'mores granola bar, it's one of the many things that I have memorized over the years, ninety isn't that bad, I can easily run off ninety calories. 

I'll be okay.

"Fine." I sigh while taking the bar from his hands, opening it, and then taking very small bites.

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