Theory Of Love

ch67

POV THIRD
Ring!!

This is already the third call, I looked at the name on the screen of the phone, I took a deep breath before finally answering the phone, if not definitely continue calling, I really have to answer.

"What’s up?" After that, I looked at the clock on the wall, and it was after 10:00 at night.

[Have you packed everything? I’m so excited. We’re going out tomorrow to have fun. ]

Kai’s voice sounds super happy, sure, tomorrow is the day we start our long vacation, we’re going to travel together and try to write the script for next semester’s microfilm, Too and Bone agreed to go, but what I didn’t tell him is that...

I’m not going on that trip.

Of course I told Too in advance, and he understood what I was thinking and agreed to keep my secret and go with Kai and Bone. Although my emotions need to be solved by myself, I’m not ready to spend five whole days with him in my current mood.

"Uh, it’s all packed." I started lying shamelessly.

But if I hadn’t lied, even if the trip hadn’t been canceled, Kai would have come to my room and grabbed me by the neck and got me in the car, and I didn’t want that to happen.

[I packed several sets of clothes, shorts to play in the water, and a camera too. Do I need to  bring a raincoat? ]

"It’s up to you...".

There is a deep sense of guilt....

[The portable charger is also fully charged. I packed my iPod and also my guitar. In case you’re hungry, I filled my backpack with delicious food. I also packed a notebook for you to write down your ideas along the way. Do you want anything else?

"No... nothing." I just don’t travel with him, why do I suddenly want to cry?

[Hey, should I take my laptop with me? ]

"If you want to..."

[Wait a minute, sunglasses and hats, toothpaste and toothbrushes, oops...] He muttered. There was a phone crash like he was rushing something into his bag.

"Go to bed as soon as you are ready. We leave early in the morning."

[I won’t sleep. I’ll sleep on the train tomorrow. ]

Sometimes I feel like a complete bastard too. It’s not just Kai. I’m also a selfish man who only loves himself and only takes into account his own feelings. Kai was so happy, but I sat on the bed with a serious face and just lied.

"There are still a few hours."

[Then tell me "sweet dreams". ]

"Uh, sweet dreams."

[Sweet dreams ~]

I hung up my phone first, but I couldn’t take my eyes off my phone. Tonight can be another sad and difficult night, the bullies have never traveled long distances together. So this lack of confidence makes me feel really guilty, but... Fuck it, bury your head in the pillow, this will all be over in a minute.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° ¡¡Ring!!! It’s eight in the morning, the phone rang, even more punctual than the alarm clock, and when I saw Kai’s name on the screen, I decided to pretend to be deaf and wait for him to hang up.

The phone rang again two or three times, and I guess the other two friends would have already successfully joined Kai. To not let me bother again, I turned off my cell phone.

In the afternoon they knocked on the door and I went to open it, but my friend who lived in another apartment smiled stupidly at me.
"Too!"

"Uh, it’s me. Do you have anything to eat? I’m starving." He came into my house scratching his stomach and