New Beginning

Chapter 73 Am sorry

Emily Pov

Why should I resign just because he want to, I want to make a name for myself. I haven't even archived that, and he his here telling me to resign. He might be my boyfriend, but I wasn't in this field because of him. I went into my room and lay down on the bed tired. I don't know when I drift off.... When I check the time it quite late. I saw some miss call from Jace Miller, Jake and Jace. I called Jake first. He said he miss me and I also miss he too. We talk for some minutes, before hanging up.

I call Jace but Jessy pick up the phone. Hi mommy, I miss you, she said. I miss you too. When will you be coming back home, she ask. Did you forget I just left home today. Oh! She said. I know she will be face palming herself. I smile, what my baby girl doing. I just finish taking a shower. Am about to say something when I heard from the other side, Jessy did you take my phone... No I did not, I heard her say and the call got disconnected. Seriously, this girl is really something, she has her own phone but you can't see her with it, why take her brother phone instead of using her, I did not think much of it. I did not have any plan of having dinner tonight because am too lazy to get out of bed.

I heard a knock, I went to open the door, to see it Jace. Lieutenant, I call, am still angry with him, So I did not make a space for him to come him. We need to talk, he said. Aaah, I yah, am sleepy, I said and am about to close the door when he stop me and have his way inside. I close the door. I see a bag in his hand. I see you haven't have dinner yet, he said and put the bag on the table. You should eat, we need to talk, he said. Am not hungry, I said and lay down on my bed ignoring him.

I felt the bed dim and I feel a hand around my waist. Am sorry it my fault, you can continue working in the army, he said. But I said not and continue ignoring him. He kiss my neck and I felt tickling. Stop, I said trying to control my laughter but he didn't. He continues kissing me while I couldn't take it and I keep rolling on the bed. He his now on top of me while am below, when I notice the awkward position we are in, he also look at me.

He lower his head while I close my eyes, and he kiss me. the kiss is hot and rough. I want him and I know it, but I don't know why am still scared, all this is strange, all this new feeling, all this new desire, everything is new, and I feel scared at the same time. He kiss down my neck line, I felt wet down there. Ah, I moan and I bite my lower lips to stop those sinful noise. Em, he call not stoping his work. Hm, that the only sounds I could make. We need to talk, he said.

Seriously right now, I thought to myself. He stop and sit down on the bed while setting the table. Am hungry let eat, he said. I sit down beside him and eat my food grumpily. When we are done eating, he face me and hold my hands in his. Am really sorry about earlier, he said. Have forgiven you, I said. Are you sure, he ask. And I shake my head yes.