New Beginning

Chapter 6 Abortion

Emily Pov

I carry him along with me to a near by pharmacy, I get the medicine I want before going to the counter, to pay. his he your baby, The cashier ask... Yes... he look so cute. thanks, I pay before going back to the farm house. I give him little out of the pills, it a sleeping pills for children, 15 minutes later, he slept off.

when I get home, it already noon. Where are you coming from, you have been behaving strangely lately, what are you up to? Dad am coming from the mansion, grandma call me over, I'm sorry I didn't tell you, it still early when she call, I don't want to wake you up, I lie, because I know he won't call them.

It now become my rooting every day, sleeping out, taking care of the baby. leaving the house, without anyone concept. coming home late, sometimes. I was caught some time, but I lie, that am going to the old mansion or coming from there.

it being three weeks, since that incident of my raping. today afternoon am eating with my parents, when I suddenly feel neasous, I went to the bathroom to vomit, when I came back to sit down, my parents ask, what the matter. it noth.... before I can continue my words, I stand up again and run to the bathroom. when I get back, my mom look piss, don't tell me this is what am thinking.... mom it nothing really.

Shut up, just shut up, I should have Known, you haven't been sleeping home lately. who his the father,she ask. mom you are not sure whether am pregnant or not, will you please stop coming to a conclusion.

am also trying to deceive myself. let go to the hospital then, we can find out what happen to you, my sister said. NO am ok. my parents aren't buying it anymore. we went to the hospital that afternoon. am a doctor, and have being noticing some changes in my body, I just don't want to believe it. when we are done with the check up, we where told to come the next day. but my parents didn't agree, so we where told to wait for some hours.

Two hours later. a nurse call us in. congratulation Mr. and Mrs Brock. your daughter is just two weeks gone. gone where my mom ask, I mean she is pregnant. my parents look at me with disappointment in there eyes.

we show you so much love, is this how you repay us, who his the father. I didn't hear all they have being saying, all I heard is, am pregnant, how am I going to do it, am dead. I'm bought out of my mind when I heard a loud roar, WHO HIS THE FATHER? I heard my father ask. I don't know, I said with tears all over my face, I Know it useless trying to explain, they won't believe me, I always wonder how they can both become I a parents. GREAT, this is really GREAT, what a disappointment to our family, my mom said.

I looked into her eyes, all mother understands there child, why can't she just see the pain am going true as a mother. my Dad face the doctor, she is having an abortion. that a good idea my mom agree to it.

I hates calling them my parents, what parents want there child to go true an abortion. the doctor look over at my parents before saying, when we were having the check done, we see that she has some complication with the pregnancy. if we go true the abortion, there is 85% that we might lose both the mother and child.