New Beginning

Chapter 33 I think I like you

Emily Pov

I really have an amazing weekend with my kids, they all don't want me to go. I can understand them, they don't have a father and they need their mother.

I crouch down to their level, baby, before you know it, it will be another weekend and we are going to spend another amazing days together. Mom can you not go, Jessy ask ready to cry, I give her a peck. Am sorry baby, I said kissing her forehead, she wrap her hands on my neck and put her head in the crook of my neck.

I feel some wetness, when I look over at her, she's all tear's. I loose her hands on my neck and whip her tears. Did you forget? I ask. Big girls don't cry, she said and clean the remaining of her tears. I give Jake and Jace a peck and bind them farewell.

Am not really happy leaving my kids, but this is what I want anyway....

A month went by so fast, me and Jace are now close, don't get me wrong, we are just friends. I get those jealous and envy gaze from girls whenever we walk together, and I get those stares from boys like they want to eat me up.

But the way Jace look at me is just different. He doesn't look at me with lust in his eyes, he look at me admiring. Sometimes I caught him looking at me with love filled eyes, but I guess am the one thinking too much.

I know if he found out my past deed, he won't even want to be friend with me, I shake my head and smile foolishly.Am really stupid for thinking that he will like me. Don't tell me you have a secret love, I snapped out of my daze when I heard that.

Why will I want a secret lover. I don't need one, I said with a scoff. He stand up from his sit and sit down on the empty sit beside me, am in his office... He hold my hand and said, I think I like you, he look straight into my eyes.

I remove my hands from his. You won't like me, I said and walk out of his office. He won't like me because when he found out am a mother of two kids, he won't want to stay with me.

I feel like going back to his office and hug him while pouring my heart out to him. There are so many girls out there, why will he like a single mother like me. Have never look at him like someone am going to befriend, have never see him as that, I just see him as my friend.

But when he said he like me, I can feel my heart beat jolt. But too bad we can't be together. I went to my room and lay down on my bed. I can't sleep, I keep repeating the words he said to me. He like me. I can't calm my heart down.

Don't be too happy, if he found out you where once raped, he his going to look at you with disgust fill eyes, so it better you stop beating wildly. I scored my heart.

Did I have a feeling for him? No I don't, maybe I just fall for his handsomeness, the way he chuckle when he talk, what about the way he smiles, it make him look more handsome. I haven't noticed how handsome he his, not untill today that he said he like me. Why can't I just move on? It not like I don't want to move on, but if Jace Miller found out I have kids.