New Beginning

Chapter 20 Mom please don't leave

Emily Pov

He his having online classes, and I knew nothing about it. Jace and Jake are both sharp, not like the spoil brat of mine. I look on as they all have fun. Jace just sit down and watch his sister, he also eat whatever she give him. While Jake accompany Jessy doing whatever she do. They both just want to make her happy.

It always rare for me to see a smile on Jace face, unless he his with his sister. The three of them have never once question me who their father his. I know they are going to ask that question one day, but I just don't know what to say. Ever since have given birth to them, I never take them out with me, they always went out, but it either they follow my grandparents or the maid's out. We have never went out as a family. I will make it up to them. The reason I don't want to take them out is simple, I don't want people pointing a bad fingers to my kids saying they don't have a father.

Am scared of bringing a stain to their life. Jessy always want me to take them out, but I always give her some excuse. I know Jake and Jace don't buy my excuse, they just don't point it out. Am thinking of stoping that behavior of mine. Know matter what people may say, I should always take my kids out with me.

I was bought out of my thoughts when I heard, Mom comes play with us. I smile before joining them. Why don't we play in the pool, I ask. Mom that a great idea. She stand up from the floor before dusting her clothes. Jake and Jace shake their heads before joining us. We play in the pool, me and Jessica face Jake and Jace, we pour the water on them, while they also did the same. It's really fun. It late, when we stop playing and went to have dinner, Jessica ask me, mom can you please not take us to school. Why? I question. Because I don't want to, she said with a puppy...

That not a good reason, I said. Mom.. Mom.. Mom please, she pleaded. It a NO, I said. Jace please say something, she ask with a pleading face. But Jace face Jake and said, you should say something. Why don't you want to go to school? You should tell me so that I can plead with Mom, Jake said.

Because Mom is going to leave us, I don't want Mom to go, I want to stay with Mom, Mom why don't you take me with you, I don't want to go to school. She said with tear's all over her face. I felt hearts broken when she said that. I think she heard me, when am talking to my grandparents.

Am sorry baby but Mom have to go, you don't need to worry, I will always come back every weekend and I promise to take you guys out, don't you want to go have ice cream and eat your favorite food, I know that trick is going to work on her because she's a foodie. Really she ask happily. Have Mom ever lie to you, I ask... Known, let do a pinkie promise, she said.

I interlink our little finger together. Childish, I heard from behind me, I know it Jace. Jace what did you say? When are you leaving Mom. That not what you said, you said something about childish, who is childish? Jessy of course, he said without thinking twice.... Bro you said am childish? No, I mean Mom is the childish one.. you little brat, I said. Mom you know I love you so much, he said. am not buying that.. he's about to say something... When Jessy ask, so you love mom more than me right? No, never, I love you both. Who did you love more, she continues asking.