Why even try?
It's not like I go very far...
I show that I care,
That I'll be there,
And yet I'm pushed out all the same...
Whether it's because of my body being too good,
But the personality falling short,
The "I care about you",
Yet not enough to overpower what they see on the outside.
Or when they show more interest besides physical,
That they see beyond all of what people usually see,
They can't make up their mind on if I'm worth keeping in the end,
That something holds them back...
Well I get it,
I understand,
Second rate,
In any form,
I'll always be forgotten,
Because no matter how hard I try,
How much effort I put into opening up to them...
I am never good enough.
I am not worth it,
Message read loud and clear,
I won't bother trying anymore.
What is the point of having all this heartache,
For Nothing.