Thoughts

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  Ever had those thoughts just stuck in your head?
Those nonsense words all muddled,
Just trying to make some sort of meaning?

  God I wish my cranium would crack!
So those letters would spill out onto the pavement,
Floating around in the clouded puddle till forming words,
Just so I could read what was going out inside my frazzled mind...

  Let those word out onto the street where the cars could run them over,
Let them be taken away so peace could finally set in,
So I wouldn't have to think anymore...

  God how I wish I could be at peace,
At peace with these words screaming,
Never stopping...
Always a loop...
Nothing leaving me.

  How I wish I could drain them out of my mind,
Like a leak in a pipe,
Just let them drip out so they can finally be gone...

  So I don't continually think of you...

  Because the pain of not being with you hurts just as much as the thought of being with you,
The thoughts of whether I did the right thing,
Or if the muddle was just me...

  Question after question,
My mind not taking a break,
Oh how I wish I could,
One simple night of rest,
So the silence would just give me peace... 

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