Painful Memories
Can he not see I still mourn for my loss?!
His nerve of thinking I'm fine with the decisions I made!
Even the ones I had no control over.
He thinks I feel no pain from the happy memories I once shared with Him.
Well He is sadly mistaken.
The pain is all too real,
Even when with someone I can say I honestly Love,
But the small feelings I felt for Him still scorches my almost mended heart.
They all think I have a interior made of steel and that nothing hurts me,
They're wrong,
All of them!
Especially Him!
Sulking and making it sound like His world is crumbling!
The memories,
Oh the once sweet memories I once had,
Now only haunting nightmares of my past.
And as much as I wish these memories to disappear,
I want them to stay.
But seem only to deepen their haunting presence in my mind.
Painful memories of mine.
Author's Note:
Guess who's having a bad night :D?! =.=*) no I'm not happy...at all even. Love is a bit of an asshole, I am in an awesome relationship with an awesome guy who I wouldn't trade for the world and yet my past seems to drag behind me. I swear....*sighs* anywhich to make a long story long, an -old- crush of mine won't let old dogs lie and let go of his crush on me. So writing this made me feel a smige better (not really but whatever). Anywho, till the next update people,
PEACE!
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