Request by lionwithattitude of Ian being on bottom and Ben's first time topping.
Warning: smut, really awkward boi
TBH I've been editing this for a while and I can't tell if it sounds awkward because of my wording or because of the mood it's written in :P
Enjoy!
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"A-Are you sure about this?" Nervousness showed in Ben's voice as he stared down at his boyfriend.
Ian gave a reassuring smile and reached up to brush a stray curl out of the other's face as he answered, "If you want to do this, then I'm fine with it."
"O-okay..." The younger blushed and took a deep breath to calm himself - he still couldn't believe that Ian had actually agreed to let him try topping.
It, really, had been brought up as a joke, but when the older answered that he'd be willing let the other be dominate for a change... Well, Ben loved trying new things in bed and this was no exception. So, here they were a few days later, both shirtless, with Ian laying on the bed and Ben, very red faced, on top of him.
The younger stared down at his lover for a while longer before the older spoke in a teasing voice, "So... you gonna do anything?"
Ben's response was to simply blush harder and shift his gaze away from the man under him.
"You... don't know what to do, do you?" Ian slightly smirked.
A moment passed and the smaller stayed silent.
The older gave a small laugh before cupping Ben's face, making the younger look back at him, and stared lovingly into emerald eyes as he spoke, "Kiss me."
Ben stared down for a moment more before the words seemed to click and he leaned down to hesitantly kiss his boyfriend. Though, as the kiss went on, he got more comfortable and gained enough courage to lick across the other's lips.
Ian opened his mouth almost instantly and the smaller easily slipped his tongue in. Ben slowly explored his lover's mouth a bit before realizing that the older wasn't trying to fight for dominance as he usually did. Blush appeared on his cheeks for a second before he forced it away and and let confidence take its place.
It didn't take long for the make out to become passionate and for small moans to start escaping their lips. Though, after what seemed like both ages and seconds, Ben broke the contact and heavily breathed in an attempt to catch his breath. He hesitantly bit his lip for a second before moving his mouth downwards and biting Ian's neck.
The older let out a groan at the feeling and moved his hands to rest on the back of Ben's shoulders. The smaller bit again in another spot and gently sucked, causing the other to make a sound that was somewhere between a groan and a moan.
Ben pulled away and, disappointed at how small his mark was, bit his lover again. He left several more hickeys on the older's neck before pulling away to see a satisfyingly large and dark spot.
Small smile spreading across his face, Ben left another hickey on Ian before biting down on the other side of his neck and freezing as the older gasped and brought his hands to the back of the smaller's head. It took a moment for Ben to realize that he had found his lover's sweet spot and, with a blink and a small smirk, he started sucking on the spot, quickly getting back into the dominate role.
The pleasure Ben was now causing him made Ian give into his feelings as the sensitive spot was sucked on and he let out a moan at the amazing feeling. This caused Ben to suck harder, only to gasp and break contact as he felt his hair be pulled.
Ian let out a small whine and Ben quickly placed his mouth back over the spot. The smaller started sucking again and felt his hair get pulled at harder. He blushed as the tension on his hair increased and let out a moan of his own - after all, the only other time Ian would ever pull his hair was when he would go down on the older.
Memories of pervious hair pulling experiences flashed through Ben's head and he had to force them aside to keep from getting lost in them. He let out a few moans before coming back to reality and pulling away from Ian.
He trailed his hands down the other's chest and stopped at his pants to unbutton and unzip them before pulling them off. Ben stared down at the large bulge in his lover's underwear, letting more memories of sexy experiences fill his head for a moment. The smaller let out a disappointed sound, knowing that that wasn't what they'd be doing, and forced his eyes away as he pulled off his own jeans.
Ben blushed as he hesitantly moved his hands to the elastic of Ian's boxers. He pulled them off in the same way that Ian had pulled his own off of him countless times. After tossing the piece of clothing to the floor, the younger removed his underwear and, copying Ian again, reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the tube of lube.
He moved back over Ian and hesitantly pushed the older's legs back and stared again, all show of dominance suddenly seeming to leave him. The smaller stayed frozen in place for a moment longer before he heard a small laugh.
"Don't know what to do again?"
Ben blushed.
"Just put some of that stuff on your fingers and... well, do the things I'd do to you."
The smaller slowly nodded and blinked a few times before coming back to reality and doing what Ian had told him to do - lubing his fingers, pushing them in, and awkwardly scissoring his boyfriend. Afterwards, the younger squeezed more of the lube into his hands and covered himself in it before pausing again with a slightly confused look on his face.
Another laugh came from Ian before pausing to speak in a teasing tone, "Wow, you're such a bottom. You don't even know how to get it in."
"Sh-shut up..." Ben's face was bright red as he stuttered out the words.
Ian's smirk could be heard, "It's true."
"Ian!"
The older laughed, "Look, I'm fine with you trying to be all dominate and stuff but you're totally a bottom."
"I-Ian!" Ben scolded his lover one last time.
"Fine, fine, I'll stop." The older paused, "Just line yourself up and... go in."
Face as red as it could get, Ben grabbed Ian's hips before doing what he had been told and
pushed himself in. He froze afterwards and Ian prepared to tease him a bit more and have to give further instructions but, before the older could speak, Ben slowly and awkwardly started moving in and out.
The two moaned and groaned for a bit before the younger hit a spot that made the other loudly gasp and groan. Ben froze for a second, thinking he did something wrong, before realizing what had actually happened and blushed hard. He kept hitting that spot and, a short while later, the older was speaking through gasps.
"B-Benny... I'm gonna... c-come..."
Ben groaned before replying, "M-me too..."
A few more thrusts was all it took for the two to gasp and moan as they came at the same time. Pleasure ran through both of their bodies and, for the first time, it was Ian's turn to have cum on and in him.
A moment passed and, as the pleasure started fading from his body, Ben pulled out and fell onto the bed beside his lover, panting heavily. He felt Ian wrap an arm around his waist and let him pull him against his body as he smiled softly and placed a hand over the larger one.
Ian pressed a kiss to the back of Ben's neck and the younger looked back to smile at him. The older let him turn around in his arms and lovingly kissed him before speaking, "So, how was being on top?"
Ben blushed lightly and breathed heavily between his words, "Too much... work," he looked up to see the other's intrigued expression, "You have to... move and stuff."
Ian laughed, "Think you'll wanna do it again?"
The older could feel it as Ben shook his head against his chest, "I wanna... stay on the bottom from now..."
Ian smirked at the response, "Good." He smiled at his lover's blushing face before pressing another, longer kiss to his lips.
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1394 words! Woo, I finally got this posted :P
I'll get to the other requests soon and (hopefully) have them up in a week or so~
Hope you enjoyed!
Requests always open!!
~Angel ^-^