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Warning ; Angst
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The moment Felix met y/n was the best day of his immortal life. You were his everything , his reason to live. To him you were his heart . The beginning of your relationship was a little rocky to say the least. He accepted you human and all , even if you were a little on the loud side . He adored you all the same . You were his little one as he preferred to call you.
You on the other hand it took you a little longer to fully accept Felix . You had a hard time with the understanding that his kind truly existed and that soulmates were real and not some fairy-tale. He gave you time and space until you came to him, which you did a few days later. When you told him that you accept him in return ,the mountain of a man almost crumbled to a heap at your feet. He had scooped you up in a hug spinning you in circles. You had shrieked in surprise.
"Okay not so tight my BFG this human needs to breathe" you had laughed in response.
"Your BFG ? What is that" Felix had asked with the most adorable puzzled look on his face. "BFG stands for big friendly giant because your big and friendly and not too state the obvious but your kind of giant like" You giggled and Felix had chuckled along with you.
A few weeks later you were now living in the castle in Felix's room that you now shared. Whilst you didn't see much of him due to his guard duties he always did his best to spend his every free moment with you . Waiting on Felix to return from his duty for the day , you began reading a book in the chair by fireplace. Then out of no where Felix entered the room slamming the door behind him with such force , the door frame split and splintered. You immediately rose to your feet. "Whoa , BFG what's biting you ?" you joked reaching your arm to touch his bicep. Felix spun out of your grasp so quickly that it knocked you off your feet, you caught yourself just before you fell.
" I suppose you find this quite funny don't you ?Everyone laugh at the friendly giant. I'm nothing but a joke to everyone in this castle including you. The irony of the once mean executioner replaced with the silly pathetic name you call me . You don't understand I used to have everything , I used to be feared. Now Jane and Alec get the fear and I get smiles . Jane was right . Everything changed when I met you . You . You're the problem here. " Felix ranted slamming his fist against the fireplace . A large crack spread from top to bottom.
You had never seen this side of Felix . Something was different . His eyes didnt have the sense of home they usually did if anything they put you more on edge.
"Nothing about this is funny Felix , I meant no harm with the name . I honestly didn't think you had a problem with it . As for Jane she was right things did change when you met me . I prefer to think that you made my life better because I love you with every fibre of my being. I find myself genuinely wondering how I ever got through the day with out you . Fee I'd kill for you so please tell me what I can do. We have to communicate or this won't work and I am not prepared to leave " you pleaded stepping within the arm's of your sulking vampire.
"You don't get it , you can't fix everything, I never should have brought you here not human . I was better alone and you're right this wont work because I cannot care for a human and be seen as weak any longer" Felix declared , shoving you from his arms he pushed with a little too much force that you fell through the glass table , causing multiple cuts to your body . When you looked back up Felix had gone leaving the door wide open. Hissing in pain as you stood to your feet Demetri just happened to be passing by when he saw the mess and you , he rushed to your aid . You assured Demetri that you could handle it and that he should go after Felix . Leaving you to patch yourself up , you then went about cleaning as much of the broken glass as you could . Your heart began feeling so heavy in your chest, your eyesight became blurry and then all you saw was black .
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Before Demetri followed in pursuit of Felix he stopped by Heidi's room and briefed her on the recent events asking if she would subtly help you . He had a Felix to see too. Felix had stormed off to the training room wanting to avoid everyone else but Demetri was not about to let his friends anger get the better of him. Demetri motioned his head at the few lower guard members hinting at them to leave the two alone.
"Go away D , I want to be alone" Felix said not even turning to look at Demetri. Demetri scoffed in response Felix needed to hear what had to be said and to hell with it.
"No you won't be left alone , you do not get to dismiss me. The other guards may put up with it but by now you should know I i not. As your best friend Felix I have to say that I am absolutely appalled at the way you have just spoken to your mate and furthermore I am furious that you had the nerve to take the anger you have for the twin's out on her. You physically hurt your mate and that is something I won't stand by and watch" warned Demetri, keeping his eyes on Felix watching for a reaction but there was none.
"I said somethings yes but" Felix started speaking but Demetri held his hand up silencing him.
"But what ?But nothing. There is no but here Felix you hurt her and not just with your words , you pushed her through that table perhaps not intentionally but you still did it . She's back in that room seeing to her own injuries because she wanted me to come after you, even after you hurt HER , she is still putting you first. You seriously need to get your act together , you were angry at the twins not her . There are plenty of other ways to lose that anger . I'll take it for god's sake , that poor thing does not deserve the pain she is about to feel , and for what all because your feelings got hurt. Well I have news for you buddy this whole thing wouldn't have been easy on her either but she accepted you and vice versa. You want to be alone so be it , but you think about what you have done and in the meantime I will take care of your mate" seethed Demetri , he raked his hand through his hair in frustration and turned to leave Felix sitting there alone.
When Demetri returned to Felix's room Heidi told him that you hadn't spoken a word or moved to sort your injuries and you wouldn't allow Heidi to look. He had to do something . He was actually fond of you.
" Could you rush to the medical wing and grab a few supplies , I'll handle Y/n oh and we will be in my room , she can't stay in there" Demetri asked Heidi nicely before entering the room and crouching down to your eye level. You flinched when you felt the cold hands grasp yours , snapping out of the trance you were in , you came eye to eye with Demetri and you relaxed slightly.
"Come on darling, you'll stay under my care. For the time being it'll be easier to have you in my room until we get this one sorted plus I get to have extra time with my favourite little human" Demetri grinned slowly pulling you to your feet before you hissed with pain. Demetri gently picked you up bridal style carrying you down the hall to his room and to the bathroom.
Heidi returned with a first aid kit with extras that Dem would require. Demetri had Heidi assist you in the bath. When you emerged from the bathroom Demetri had you sit on the end of his bed and explained that he needed to stitch up a few of the deeper cuts and apply some anti-septic cream to the shallower ones . He was thankful for Carlisle's years in the Volturi . Every time you flinched or hissed from the pain Demetri profusely apologised and promised he was nearly finished. Heidi brought in some loose fitting sleepwear for you along with some food, drink and painkillers. You accepted the medication and the drink but you couldn't bring yourself to eat. The mere thought of food making your stomach twist. Demetri understood and made a note to try again later.
A few days past and Felix had began hounding Demetri about your well- being and as usual Demetri ignored any questions about you.
"I just want to know how she is. I need to know, it's killing me. I regret everything that day you were right I didn't mean anything I said and I definitely did not mean to hurt her of course I didn't . I love her please d I need your help" Felix begged hands clasped together in front of him .
"It's not me you need to say that too Felix . She's in a bad way . She barely speaks. She doesn't touch her food , I'm on my way to take her to the gardens for some air in hope that will help some what so excuse me" Demetri said. He had spoken to Carlisle and asked for some advise , when Carlisle said it sounded like depression. Demetri instantly began looking into ways to help and a change of scenery was one of them. When Demetri reached his room he knocked and entered so that he didn't scare you. He walked over to the closet and pulled one of his cloaks out before handing it to you. You looked up at him with a confused expression.
"I'm taking you down to the garden's for a spot of fresh air and I promise if you don't like it I will bring you right back" Demetri offered pleading.
As you stepped out of the room for the first time since the incident you started panicking slightly , Demetri whom was by your side the entire time held your hand in his, rubbing soothing circles on the back of your hand with his thumb. Before you knew it , you were at the gardens and the first few inhales of fresh air felt like it burned your lungs but it was a pain you welcomed.
"Demetri?" you asked , your voice coming out as barely a whisper .
"Yes y/n" he replied with a tilt of his head.
"Was it something I did?" you queried unsure. Although before Demetri could answer somebody else did.
" No , it wasn't anything you did, the fault lies with me "Felix spoke answering your question, out of instinct you took steps backwards and hid slightly behind Demetri's form.
"I never should have reacted the way I did and for that I am truly sorry. I hurt the one person I love more than anything and I've made you doubt yourself. I understand your reaction but I do sincerely hope that with time you'll allow me to make it up to you" Felix apologised before going back the way he came. He had to make this right . He just had too.