*in which voldemort orders to kill you for being the most teasing and disrespectful girl who acts against him. also, wolfstar child because i never experienced my parents love*
*sirius aint dead. major charcater death. a punch.*
**
"what are you fucking scared of potter? the guy has no nose, his friends are rich pompous bitchs who cant run even if its life or death"
{Y/N} Black is such a stubbern girl. always have been and always will be. growing up with remus and sirius is the best thing a child could ask for, since they too, are children.
they dont know what to do, how to do, so its take out food and playing till late and almost no rules in the house. with them being your caretakers, you get to be almost always safe to say everything you can say.
since they never, ever, punished you, you could do whatever you wanted, but it also what made you become so stubbern and so careless.
noone can hold you down. noone can punish you. you are free. free.
even though both your caretakers have faced voldemort, and have warned you about what could happen, they didnt want to believe it will happen, the situation really did become almost nothing in your eyes.
he is nothing, nothing against you. noone can stop you.
"Black, i think you underestimate him" harry sighs, rubbing his forehead and shaking his head. after all, he is the only one who actually saw him return, and you believed him since, why would harry lie?
"potter," you start, kicking your feet up on the coffee table in the common room, "I think you underestimate me. and you shouldnt do that, because you already know im 7 times stronger than you are" you laugh, slapping his shoulder and picking up the chips on the table over to yourself.
"why do you think you can handle a murdurer {Y/N}?" he asks, turning to you with an anticipating look. he knows what you are about to say. you always say it.
"because, jam jars, im stronger than anything and anyone. you included"
he laughs and smacks you on the leg, shaking his head.
but even he knew who you are, and it seemed that all that confidence had a lot of power behind it, since you really are strong. stronger then him.
you have dueled each other time after time, and everytime you won, harry tried making you fight him again and again to try and win you.
but he never did.
you were too fast, to smart and too cunning for him.
but you were his best friend.
**
after fudge and the ministry realised that he really is back, everything became a bit more... stressful. everyone is on edge, mainly the teacher who have already been around voldemort and know his threat.
except for {Y/N}.
on the train to hogwarts you played hand smacking with Ron, while hermione talked to harry about what you all saw about draco.
"harry is under the impression that draco is now a death eater" hermione explains to ron plainly, and ron hiccups, giving you the right moment to smack his hands.
"you're barking. what would you-know-who would want with a sod like draco?" ron asks, and you give a cackle, getting your hands above rons, returning to the game.
"well, it seems that his daddy is a good friend of his, or rather his money. and even if draco is a death eater, hes just a kid. ive seen him pick grapes out of his fruit salad. you think you cant handle him?" you ask, retrieving your hands when rons tries to smack yours.
"well yes, but think about how close draco is to all of us. the whole school. thats the real danger" harry says, and you look over to him, giving ron the perfect moment to smack your hands.
"potter, are you seriously scared of draco?" you ask, raising an eyebrow.
"im just saying that it could be dangerous, and it might turn harder for us to do anything about it!" harry defends himself.
you roll your eyes and raise your legs to the sit infront of you, looking out the window.
"if you really think that walking bleach is danger, then dont worry. i can take him down easier then i can you" you tell harry back.
he sighs and gets up. "i need some air" he says, getting his coat and leaving the compartment. as he leaves, you get up and tie your shoe laces back.
"ill go look if he is going to fight the bleach boy" you explain your get up, and leave the compartment, going after harry to the next car, where you see him standing off to the side.
when he isnt looking, you push through him and sit down in the set behind draco malfoy, beside some of your slytherin friends.
after a few minutes, black smoke fills up the compartment, but very quickly, it all dies down. when it does, you look for harry, and cant see him.
great. now im his mother.
you sit tight for the rest of the train ride, and when you get to the platform, draco sends blaise and parkinson off the train, says he needs to check something.
when the door closes behind them, you stand up.
"hello old friend" he jumps and turns around to you, startled.
"What the hell are you doing here black?" he sneers at you, putting down his bag on the chair again. you watch as his hand goes to his hip.
"you saw me a few days ago and didnt say hi. thats quite rude draco, didnt your daddy teach you?" you tease, a smirk pulls on your lips even if you dont try.
you see as his nose flairs and he shakes, and quickly, he pulls out his wand and points it at you.
just then, harry gets up from the top parts and falls on the ground just behind you.
"oh, hello potter. sleep well?" you ask him as you pull out your own wand and point it at draco. he only holds his wand tighter, still pointing at you.
"lets leave black" harry says, his hand on your shoulder as he stares at draco with burning eyes.
"go to the platform potter" you say. "what the fuck is your problem black" harry sighs, pulling on your shoulder, but you stand your ground.
"get off. ill meet you then" you say, looking at draco with a smirk. "you let him off and you can have me" you offer draco.
harry does as he is told and leaves. you can hear him closing the door behind him, but hes just standing on the other car, looking over to you.
"patrifius totalus!" draco finally calls, casting the spell at you, but you block is quickly with a simple 'protego'.
you take a step closer to him.
"is that a way to treat a lady? your father would never..." you smirk as he again tries to attack, and again you dodge.
"how is he doing anyway? i havent heard from him lately" you smirk, and again, draco attacks. you dodge.
"shut up your dirty mouth when talking about my father you filthy woman!" he attacks again, and you dodge again.
"thats no way of talking draco... remember your place" you dont even use your wand as you finally launch at him, and easily, you punch him in the nose, causing him to yell and fall back, hold onto his nose-and eye which you hit as well- bloody.
"ill see you in class draco. dont forget to greet me" you say in an attacking tone, and summon a piece of cloth into his hand to stop his bleeding.
you turn around and leave to harry.
"see, hes just a bitch-boy. nothing he can do can be a real threat to us, unless he decides to bleach himself right beside us" you smirk, throwing your hand around his shoulder and leaving the train with harry.
harry knows you are playing with fire.
**
at new years remus, sirius and you were invited over to the weasley burrow, and there you found yourself, sitting next to sirius with your feet up on the table, playing with the fire using your magic, while harry tried explaining everything to remus and sirius.
"voldemort has chosen draco malfoy for a mission?" remus asks, and harry sighs. "i know it sounds mad-" harry tries. "has it occured to you harry that snape was simply pretending to offer draco help so he could find out what he was up to?" sirius asks, confused.
"thats not what is sounded like" you muse, giving everyone a short look and returning to your games.
"perhaps harry is right. to make an unbreakable vow-" tonks tries to calm down the air, but it doesnt work. sirius wraps his arm around your shoulder and remus starts again.
"it comes down to whether or not you trust dumbledores judgment. dumbledore trusts snape, therefore i do too" remus explains.
"and you?" you ask, eyeing your other caretaker. "i trust dumbleodre" sirius agrees with his partner, nodding.
remus yells a few more points, and after sighing, he gets up and goes outside, and you see him out the window in the sitting room, hes standing outside and smoking his pipe.
"come on potter, you made daddy sad!" you joke, throwing the paper beside you at harry, hitting him in the face.
"shut up black" he chuckles, looking off to the side, because even if you do make him laugh, this isnt a good time to laugh.
you sigh and look away again, turning down your smile to let out a serious sentance.
"even if draco is in the death eaters, he is a fucking kid. hes shaking and hes scared. and snape is an old git who cant shampoo his hair well. if you keep being so scared, nothing good will come out of it. so just... fuckin'... calm down" you lecture and get up, sirius smiling at you gently and kissing your cheek before the two of you go to take cake and outside to give remus some as well.
"dont be so emotional wolf boy. harry is just stupid if he thinks we cant handle the ferret boy" you offer remus with a smirk, chewing your cake with an open mouth.
"get in here you three! its nighttime!" moody yells from the window, and you all walk inside the house as everyone starts to get ready for bed.
**
"coming to bed {Y/N}?" hermione asks, since you and her are sharing a bed, but just as you are about to go upstairs, you hear a thud outside.
"in a second mione" you say, with a confused look you walk over to the door and get outside, standing on the porch and looking around the field.
the night is dark, and you can only see a few meters away from the house, but you still hear the russtling. theres something there.
you dont go further from the house, but diagonally on the porch, looking for anything.
and you see it.
theres someone in the field, you can see a head standing there, but you cant see much.
"who the hell are you?!" you yell outside, trying to see whos standing there. theres no reponse and noone is moving, the head is still there.
"what are you looking for here?" you yell again. no reply.
with a sigh, you look back to the house and finally, you get off the porch, getting closer to the person in the field.
"show yourself!" you yell as you continue walking over, and when you get close, really close, about 5 meters away from the person, you see it.
her.
bellatrix lestrange.
she has a big grin on her face, showing rotten teeth and a crazy smile.
"hey cuz!" she calls, and raises her wand, shooting at you.
shiit.
you immediatly run away and into the wheet field, slapping the tall crops away as you run, hearing her behind you.
your wand is in the house.
fuck.
shes laughing and yelling, and you can hear her casting spells at you as she chases you, but as you cant see where you are running, she cant see you, and you might as well be running in circles.
"get in here cuz! lets play! i heard you like playing!" she yells, throwing a spell again. some of the crops are already burning, and you need to dodge the burning pieces of the field which spread rather quickly.
"oh, i love playing! but i love playing a fair game, you know! wand on wand or fist to fist. how about it? fist to fist bella?!" you offer as you keep running, laughing a bit at the end.
she laughs as well.
"playing fair isnt fun!" she yells, and this time her bombarda hits really close to you, setting the crops right infront of you on fire, and you need to run to the left.
and somehow, you find yourself outside of the tall field, and you can see the burrow about 20 meters away from you.
everyone is standing outside.
"im here!"
you yell.
you see sirius and remus are already running over, moody pulls out his wand and harry, hermione and ron are running behind your caretakers.
but bellatrix is much closer.
"i do think you could take me in a fist fight. well, say hi to james and lily"
she raises her wand and points it at you.
you look behind her at siriud and remus, and suddenly you are aware of your tears.
"i dont wanna die!"
but you are late, and the green light hits your chest.
and there is no more.
you fall backwards, eyes closing as you do, and the light comes out of you.
you were too stubbern.
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