A Letter To WithUs

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"People are expecting me at my best so i am giving it all but they're still making a noise. I was practicing one time and decided to look myself at the mirror asking myself "Why am i doing things for them?" and telling myself "No matter how much strength and effort you put, people will always have something to say.." - Mako

"I am one of the eldest, people are expecting me to act grown up and mature but.. if i did that then how should i be myself?" - Rio

"I am the youngest child in our household but one of the unnies in Nizi.. I apply those things my elder siblings taught me.. I want to be there for every members, uhmm.. Mold them with love, take care of them... i want to be known as the mother of this group.. also i want my grandfather in heaven to see that i am doing a good job"  - Maya

"The first time, i thought i wasn't going to pass. I saw a lot of beautiful trainees, prettier than me. In this kind of entertainment, i know that being pretty is one of the requirements to pass the standards of becoming an idol, next is your weight and physiques and i didnt have any of those so i doubted myself. I lose confidence little by little.. i was about to quit and forget about it but something tells me that, this is my calling.. i should atleast try.. Up to now, i am still in disbelief that i made it as an official talent of JYP and as a member of a girlgroup everyone is anticipating"  - Riku

"Being an idol is a dream that i want to achieve. Seeing them on TV makes me want to be one.. It must have been fun, you'll have all the finest things in the world but that's not it.. Being an idol has its risk.. Studies, the life that i used to have.. the adjustment of place and also the criticisms people are throwing because they think i wasnt good enough.. I am just a pretty face they say. I just made it here because of my visuals.. i hope that someday, i will be acknowledged by my hard work." - Ayaka

"I started with nothing. I just try without expecting myself to pass. I know that i am not good at singing, i know my capabilities.. i wouldnt make it.. plus there's a lot of trainees who's more talented than me.." - Mayuka

"I trained here to prove myself that i can work for my own success without relying on my parents's name" - Rima

"Outside, others perceive me as an Unbeatable being but deep inside, i am a very nervous person who's always breaking down" - Miihi

"I came all the way here to pursue my dream as a Singer. I always want to sing live. Up to now, i am still in disbelief that i made it even in the last. Judging my ability, i cannot make it because i am a weak dancer. JYPE has a huge standards when it comes to performance and i wasnt even on the average level. That moment when the finals came, i accepted my fate, atleast i made it this far. I know that Mama, Papa and Iona would be so proud of me.. *smiles bitterly* but.. I *breathes out* made it here.. as a Main Vocalist.. i was happy because i am here, representing as the voice of the group but somehow sad because i really want the 13 of us to debut together.. I once promised Riria-unnie, Yuna-unnie, Momoka and Akari unnie that we'll work hard to achieve our goals. it was painful to see them walking away from the curtains, *her tears suddenly fell down* bidding us farewell.. give me one second"

Nina cries for a moment..

"Some people says that i only made it due to racial favoritism.. i want to prove everyone that.. I worked so hard to made it here"

Nina keeps on crying and whining. Everyone suddenly panicked and hugs her.

"Nina, you deserve the world" Rio said while cuddling her. Nina just keeps on crying.
Mako was just staring at them while looking down.
She breathes out and grabs a mini notebook and pen on her pocket..

Dear Diary,
We still have two months to go before our official debut. We are being called to make a short letter to our fans who supports us. It somehow brought us nostalgias and emotions. It was totally a rough day for us, especially to those with no previous experiences.
We somehow found ourselves relying to each other as we discover our own strength and weaknesses as we fill each other's holes while harnessing our skills. The 9 of us came all the way here as an individual and won as one."

"Writing another entry again unnie?" Maya asked.
"When i am feeling nervous.. I still don't know what to do."
"That's okay, if everything goes wrong" then pats her back and smiled "We got you"
Mako just smiled and looks at everyone.
"Let's practice for the last time"
"Yeah!"

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