pissed. (language warning)

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i'm pissed. IM FUCKING PISSED. at myself. because i'm so fucking suicidal. i want to die so much. i want to die. I WANT TO DIE. why do i want to die so bad???? fuck. fuck. fuck. why does my heart hurt so DAMN MUCH?! why why do i feel like a weight has been placed on my lungs??? i don't understand why i want to die. but i do. i really do. i really fucking do. and if it wasn't for other people, i would. i would fucking do it. and it scares me. it scares me. i'm scared. i'm scared of myself. i'm so terrified of myself.

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