all i want to do now.

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all i want to do is cry now.
i'm too tired and weak to get angry.
and sadly, my numbness stage has passed currently
i just want to bawl
i let myself flood so much (from being numb) inside
that there's no room left
yet, i still cant cry
when i'm in front of people
i don't know why
it's not because i'm scared they'll judge me
but i can't
and i want to
i want to drain out everything i held in
because the flood is making me drown in my own tears
all it takes is one little thing
and i'm crying
when will this stage be over?

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