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time had stopped. i could hear my heartbeat & feel it intensely. and then it stopped. my breath stopped. i.. i couldn't move. my mind was shaking hysterically and crying so vehemently, as my body stood frozen. my ears rang at the words that rolled off their tongue. blue is what i felt. empty isn't even a word to describe. they were just,, vacant. they were vacant now. empty and gone. they were gone. i ask myself how it's possible, but there is no answer. i couldn't feel anything. i couldn't feel them, anymore. and that's when my heart shattered. pain, regret, guilt, fear.. they all surfaced. leaving me to question everything and wanting to switch places. i haven't felt angry, sad, depressed, i haven't felt a single thing yet, except the empty hole in my heart. all i could feel was the void in my life.

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