6 months later...
I have settled in quite well and I'm glad that I have someone to deal with my issues which is Dave, he is 2 months older than me and he is uncle's Sam's only child which make us cousin and he has always been patient with me but acts more like my big brother and he has moved to my grandmother's place so that we can be closer to each other. I have always longed for mothers love but the love my grandmother was showing is priceless and they all were trying, although some of the family don't like me because of my mothers mistakes I still get protected by a few. Amanda and I still have that connection but we had to cut our calls because there was someone watching her looking for me and I thought it's for the best for everyone to think that I have just disappeared but we were growing distant. Matt and I have been texting, calling almost everyday but he has a girlfriend that feels like he gives me too much attention and I thought he would choose her but instead he told her to suck it up and that we are a package she really loves Matt because she went on with the package thing. I went to therapist and all things were good. I was able to vent because I feel like it's okay to talk to a stranger. you got nothing to lose and they won't be able to emotionallymanipulate you with it, I haven't relapse or think about going there. I really miss Craig a lot and sometimes would just cry because I miss him so much and still love him and don't think I would ever stop but I just learned to live without him. I think about him constantly and at first it was really bad.
Well before Amanda and I could cut calls , I talked with selena and guess what? she was pregnant and his dearest father said that she will leave the child at the hospital or they would kill them both if she raised it. She couldn't make an abortion because she found out late and I wanted to offer her to come and stay here but this wasn't my home, I didn't tell her where i was because I don't trust her but I'll be going to get the child and my grandmother offered to help after he/she was born but Uncle Sam said it was a bad idea we should just let everything be. Today I'll be meeting with Matt and I'm so excited but I'll have to be careful so that my father and his goons don't catch me. I wanted to meet him at my old town with the hope of seeing everyone.I wore a grey hoodie, some black sweats and glasses. I took a bus and met him at the mal. I never thought I would set foot at this town again, it bought so much emotions. It bought so much sadness
"Hey princess" he said while kissing my forehead
"Hey, I was supposed to be unnoticed but here you are seeing me" and we both hugged
"I missed you so much princess" he said still hugging me so tight I felt safe
"I missed you way more" I responded and we went to take a seat and he began to tell me all about his life and how the internship has bought him close to her soulmate and I just hope she'll like me but I can see that Matt loves me more like his own sister and I know he will do the blood is thicker than water thing for me anyday , anytime, that's how our connection goes. Deeper than the sea and taller than the kilimanjaro mountain. I wasn't planning to meet up with Amanda because it may still be awkward but I miss her so much and I have been talking to Amanda through Blue and they are so adorable. We watched a movie and my tummy began to protest and Matt laughed "don't you dare, I'm so hungry" I said and my tummy still being behind me
"Mc Donalds?" He asked and he already knew the answer and we just drove there and ordered "we going to eat here or?" And I wasn't sure too
"let's not risk it and leave" but his eyes were focused on someone behind me but quickly looked away I thought it was my dad but I still turned because I was curious and it was Craig and Vivian looking like a elephant and Craig putting his head on her tummy listening to something
"She looks like a hippo" I said bitterly and I just left without being seen even though I badly wanted him to notice me, I badly wanted him to look but he looked so happy and we ate in his car and I was a bit hurt and Matt noticed "you still love him, don't you?" I just nodded
"wanna talk about it?" And I politely shook my head no so we continued with a light conversation and we proceeded eating and took me to my hotel and I'll be leaving tomorrow and he is also leaving tomorrow. I didn't even get to see her girl but i wasn't in the mood now.
"Good night princess, take care" he said giving me a forehead kiss
"Good night" I said and we parted. I went to my room and took a long bath and looked into the mirror and looked at my self trying convince myself that i don't need him but I do love him so much.
The next day I just went home and found everyone being a bit shaken
"What happened?" I asked and grandmother's eyes pleaded that Dave doesn't tell me "Tell me what happened Dave." I half yelled
"Your father came and made a huge scene looking for you and luckily you were gone for the weekend and he searched holding a gun but found nothing" he said and I just went to hug my grandmother "and he claimed that you have been gone for a long time so you might be dead by now, so we thought he had you killed" I was shocked and it seems like the case wasn't closed so this man really wants me dead.
I could see that uncle sam was now treating me differently, he even suggested I go back that he can't lose his mother. Him and Dave then got into a heated argument and decided to not speak to each other. They had a really great relationship and I was ruining everything and I couldn't live with that so i decided to stay at the school hostel for the sake of peace but my grandmother did not approve but i had to do something because this wasn't the way i want people's life to end up because of me (chaotic).
It has been two months now , I didn't even go visit my granny's house but we meet frequently. I'm not mad or anything, I just needed my time and space and figure this whole life thing but I wasn't gonna relapse because I was still going to the therapist and was doing great. Well I didn't make friends I couldn't get close to anyone. I would chill with my roommate but not frequently so that they won't label me as a weirdo. The school was great, everyone minded their own business.
Tomorrow is Saturday,Me and Dave were going out with , just to destress because she broke up with her girlfriend and was a mess. He couldn't stay a night at the hostel so I'll go spend the night at granny's tomorrow.
It was Saturday 2am and I revived a call from an unknown number and I answered and just kept quite
"Is this miss Luna Adams?" A male voice said and I didn't know what to say
"Uh yea" I said while sitting up
"Okay another female gave us this number to call you, she had a premature baby and she has low blood and the family said we should let her die and bribed me but the mother told us you could help but if you can't we could just..." I couldn't believe this but I think my dad is cursed and I hated him along with my mother and at least Selena had a heart
"No, I'll donate because I'm blood type O" I said and I'm coming now
"But we going to have to fake the death so if you come just say you looking for Doctor Khumalo" he said and I dropped the call and called my grandmother.
We got there around 4:45 and I did the necessary things and hoped that she'll live and she had no name because they just left her after she gave birth, she had Lara's big eyes and could see Selena's resemblance
"You'll have to name her" The doctor said
"Um Katelyn Lara Adams" I said and the doctor gave us her documents and there was a sudden knock
"Go to the toilet now" we did
"I want the damn death certificate" and there was the voice that made my stomach crawl making demands and was a bit shaken but had to pull myself "keep your mouth shut about this and don't ever say a word or we will help you" he said before slamming the door and we went to Dr Khumalo who was shaken.
"Take this money and use it for the baby." He gave us the some money and we knew it was the bribe but took it and we went home and stopped by the stores because it was already morning
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