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Chapter 22

I have been like a walking Zombie for the past 2 days, I'll just stay indoor and think why I was friends with them at first but to be honest, Amanda made me  forget most of my pain when with her and she also boosted my confidence and helped me fit in.
Craig made me feel, I don't know how to describe the feeling but alive, he gave me more reasons to want to see the next day and just see him.
Matt makes me laugh out most of my sadness and genuinely be happy and not fake my smiles every time people laugh. I kept them close because they made me happy, they made me feel more of a existing and living person and also a different person and the thought of the betrayal just... I wouldn't say destroyed me because I was already done but they showed me one of the reasons why not to trust people. I won't hold grudges but I need them and everyone to stay the fuck away from me even Matt because he was part of the group still is but maybe it's best if I stay alone and away from everyone. I could hear my mothers car get in and out but she never saw anything or asked about Amanda and I was glad that she did.

My phone rang and answered without looking at the Id.

"I need 5 minutes of your time" Craig said and dropped the call and got a texts from Amanda and told her that I don't want anything that has to do with her and block her. And went outside to give him some peace of my mind and he was standing a few blokes away
"You have 5 minutes and don't apologise" I said meaning every single word

"You have eye bags" I knew it was from the crying "I'm sorry I only knew today when I saw the recording"

"I don't care just stay away from me" I felt like acid was coming out my mouth and he looked sad but fuck him and left and banged the door to loud when I got in

"Where were you? A voice scared me and the sperm donor was back from the trip drinking more and more

"Out" I said walking away, I wasn't scared of him anymore , I would honestly do anything to apologize and get out of here but I was enough

"You asked who?" He walked towards me slowly

"No one" I said in steady voice and "nobody was home" I added with more of an attitude this time

"I thought the bitch died but she lives in you" I knew the bitch was Lara and let out a sarcastic laugh before walking past him and he pulled my by my hair and screamed a little "who dismissed you?"

"I did" and trying to leave again and he slapped me across my face and I didn't cry "fuck you" is all I said and another slap landed
"you have no back bone, you just a useless sperm donor" and he got more angry and beat me with his fist and I  wasn't crying, I was tired of crying and was done "held me by hair and slammed me in the corner of the counter and some blood came out and he kicked the hell out of me and calling names and I couldn't breathe. I wanted out hence I pushed him. I wasn't brave enough to do it myself

" what the hell" I heard a voice before i blacked out.

Craig    
"Stay away for me" I saw her walk away and was defeat and got in my car and cried , I loved her and still do. I do love her her more than life itself, I cried in the car and decided to leave and I'll do as she request of me but suddenly a huge man ran out of the house with blood and I stopped the car and Mrs Adams came out whipping and crying and trying to ran after the man but was confused and I got out and thought she maybe did commit suicide but why?how? and left Mrs Adams there and hurried inside and was stopped when I saw her life less body covered with blood, I held her head and blood was coming out and I took my shirt out and stopped it. I held her small body and ran to my car and drove to the hospital, I crossed every red light I didn't care and I screamed

"Help her, please save her" they took her and I called Amanda and told her and she let out a sob and I asked her to come, I was beyond destroyed, I couldn't recognise the her face and her mother hasn't came yet. Amanda came and gave me my clothes and was surprised with the amount of blood she saw and cried in my arms.

"What happened?" She asked through the sobs and the doctor came "that's what we want to know and the police are on their way so please don't do anywhere" while looking at me

"Can we see her?" Amanda asked and the doctor wasn't sure if I should come but let us in and gave us a few and there she was lying there, that was her and she was purple and blue and had a patch over his head.

"We would like to take you in for questioning" the police said and I wasn't going to fight them and Amanda just continued crying.

"It wasn't him" Mrs Adams said and she looked so broken

"But he was the one.." The doctor said

"That bought her here but I asked him to" she cut off the doctor and went to her and  immediately fainted and they attended her and the cops decided to come when she was awake.

I have been here for the past week and her face only changed. Matt also came with Amanda and Blue too and we were sitting and the doctor came

"She has been here for a week and there is No respond so we think it's better if we.."

"Fuck hell no you wouldn't dare" I said while trying to fight the doctor but Matt stopped me

"You have no choice because her mother thinks it's the best because she's in so much pain" I heard him continue

"Her mother knows nothing" I shouted but she held the bigger card and we went to see her and they all spoke and asked Matt to drop Amanda and Blue I'm staying.

"Luna, please come back to me, I miss you so much" I kissed her but didn't respond "I love you Okay" and kissed her more and held her hand and she squeezed it and I called for the doctor and her body began to shake uncontrollably

"Save her please I said while trying to fight being in the room" Luna fight for me, fight for us. I never felt like this before, I broke up with Amelia because Luna made me feel alive yes Amanda does beleive that two broken things can fix each other but I was willing to try.