Open up (18+ Only)

Chapter 16

We finally reached our destination and Amanda still blacked out and I took the keys while Craig carried her into the him to her room. I dressed Amanda because she was still in her swim suit and I decided to go take a shower before I go to bed and I was playing soft music when I my phone beeped

*Goodnight*
Matt

And I decided not to text back, maybe he will think that I was already asleep because it was just few minutes before 12 and I was finally done and then I heard breaking noise, someone was busy breaking glass and I thought maybe it was an intruder but they won't break glass and I ran to Amanda's room to wake her but it was no use and Craig's room was locked so I decided to go and check and I had a towel wrapped around my body and wore my short pajamas without no underwear and started walking bare foot towards where the noise was coming from. It was dark but I could still see and it was Craig and I just froze not knowing what to do and he finally saw me.

"Go back to bed Luna." He said while holding a bottle of Scotch in his hand and I still didn't move and was trying to figure out what to do, after few minutes he sat on the sofa and finally spoke.

"I miss her so much Luna." I wasn't sure who was she and I just went towards his direction "Today will be 4 years without her." He continued to speak and I finally reached where he was sitting and I still didn't say a word. "I want my mother back." He finally said and let out a painful sob and I couldn't help but feel the pain he was feeling, I hated to see him this way and I took my small hands towards his face and wiped the tears that were streaming on his face.

"Where is she?" And I regret my question immediately after it came out but I couldn't help but ask.

"He killed her in a car accident Luna, he was the one driving but he didn't die." He seemed to go back to the day all that happened and breakdown "I need to feel nothing, I'm just alive for the sake of Amanda, I don't want to live. I want to follow her." He spoke through the sobs and couldn't help shed a tear and quickly wipe it why would he say this. I brushed his back until he was calm enough and I walked him to his room but he led me to the hid. "Please stay. I need you" he finally said and was he just saying it or was it just the liquor speaking. He sat on the couch and I stood up not knowing what to do. He reached next to book shelf and held a half drank liquor and I quickly rushed and took it off his hand and I was then standing in between his legs.

"Can I kiss you?" He said and it came as a shock and he held my hands slowly pulling me towards himself and his soft lips hit mine at first I didn't respond but I finally gave in "what are you doing to me?" He said

"I don't know too" I said still kiss him and put my hands on his neck and his hands traveled to my waist and was inside my shirt. His hands were cold and pressed myself against him and i felt in a way I couldn't describe and I felt himself poking me through my pajamas and I knew what was happening. "I want you more now." He said while his hands traveled to my breast and kissed me hard and jumped a little bit. I knew he was drunk but I always wanted to taste him.

"Have you never been touched before." His deep voice said and I just nodded my breath accelerating "Fuck, now you started something you can't end." And we both let a giggle and I was still on top on him.

"I need to go." I said while getting off of him

"I need to take a cold shower because of what you did." And I looked at his pants

"I'm sorry." I said feeling embarrassed and he stood up and held me closer

"Can we...one last time?" And before I could answer he was already placed his soft lips on mine. I stood on my toes and he held on my butt lifting me up and my things was being poked by this and I was really wet and stopped the kiss before anything could happened but mostly because I felt guilty, what was I doing? Fuckk And left without saying a word and I was held in the most amazing way and could only think of things I could do to him maybe putting my novel experience and drifted to sleep holding Amanda's hand.