Chapter 20

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The club was packed but we headed to the  VIP and it was my first time and was tense and someone held my waist and was frightened but was Craig and relaxe a bit , I have never been in a night club or drank before.

"You seem tense" he said "first time?" I nod and he smirks and people were looking at us and finally let go when we got to the section and sat in between Matt and Amanda and i couldn't stop laughing because of Matt and suddenly the table was filled with alcohol.
"You going to drink?" Matt whispered because the music was so loud and I saw Mia, Jessica and Amelia smirking and I wanted to remove those smirks with a slap because they expected me not to and Craig kept stealing me and I decided to drink so I just nodded and he suggested cocktails and we all drank and Amelia kissed Craig and I didn't want look but it hurts but made it like I didn't notice and Blue said to Amanda to tell me and was curious and I didn't know what but told me that Craig and Amelia are dating.

"For how long" I asked really wanting to know

"2 years but Amelia is fine with Craig whoring with Jessica and Mia while not  around" and I nod and focused my attention to Matt and he went to the toilet and Oliver sat next to me and I was really getting drunk and lot of guys were coming and taking my numbers and dismissed some and did it because I saw Craig was getting jealous. Amelia couldn't take her hands off him and I just said nothing and went to the toilet alone and finished and someone pulled me and it was Craig

"I think you had enough" he said and let myself out of his grip

"You don't tell me what to and what not to do, I'm not your girlfriend" I said very rude and emphasising the girlfriend type and he held me close and kissed me, I knew his weak spot and was when you touched his neck or his chest and wanted him so bad but remembered Amanda's word 'whoring while she's not around' and stopped the kiss.
"Stay away from me" I said and left and we continued and then Amanda knew I was with Craig but said nothing and was busy kissing Blue.

"Matt, can I kiss her?" Oliver asked Matt because he was so protective around me and he nod, it's fine by me and I just stood and he kissed him, the kiss was nice but his hands were gentle on my waist and how I wish it was Craig. Wait am I comparing the two, I have to stop and everyone cheered and Matt got in between and I could help but laugh. We continued and Jessica left with some guy and we all did not know him and Mia had a black out and I wasn't drinking after the kiss and what Craig told me and I felt guilty when I held the alcohol towards my mouth so I just decided not to. I looked at Craig and he looked at me and I said that I'm hungry and no one saw it, I didn't know why I did that because Matt was besides me but still wanted to ask Craig and he whispered something Amelia's ears and she whined a bit but gave him a baby kiss while looking at me and told everyone that we were going to get food and Amanda requested something that was very far and she and Craig smirked and I just rolled my eyes. Matt gave Craig rules and could help but laugh and I was still drunk and decided to annoy him by taking 5 shots before we left and he just pulled me and let go of me but some guy held me and wanted to talk and Craig gave him the fuck off look. When we got outside it was cold and and took both hands to brush them against my arm

"You should have came with a jacket" he said while walking and there he was the cold him and stopped on my track and he raised one eye brow.

"I think I'm full, you can't go with your girlfriend and I'll just stay with Oliver" I said while walking turning back and rolled my eyes and he held my waist "What" I shouted and he said nothing but span me and was still wearing his jacket and but made it to cover both of us and I put hands on his chest and smirked while looking away and he didn't see it. Let's go now and he opened the door and went to his side and we drove off and he heated the car and I just slept and was woken with a kiss and I opened my eyes and pulled away.
"Why did you just shake me?" He smiled and said nothing we got in and the loud music was still playing and sat next to Matt and we just ate. It was around 2:39 am and we decided to leave and they dropped me off and waited till I got inside. And locked the doors and changed into my pajamas and there was a knock on the door and i went and it was Craig, and I looked behind but was alone.

" I didn't know where else to go" and I let him in and was confused what was happening "the cuts are fresh" he said while looking at my wrist and nod

"You aren't here for me so what's up?" I asked really concerned and my phone rang and to it and answered 

"Sorry to wake you up, is Craig with you?" While crying on the other line and looked at Craig and shakes his no

"Yes and sleeping, what happened?" She was a bit relieved but had to lie about the sleeping and he tried to leave but blocked his way

"They had an argument with my dad when we got home and he just took off and I thought maybe he was going to kill himself like the last"

"What?" I asked and the line went dead...

"So you tried to kill yourself." I said while questioning him and he just nod and lead him into my room "but why?" I asked

"I'm not worthy to live, I don't wanna wake up feeling like shit, I want it to end" he said and I knew how that felt and it hit hard very hard and I just went to him and kissed him but he pulled back and I wanted to get off me and held me closer began kissing me all over and touching my stomach going down and I was filled with all this undescribable emotions and he finally stopped and his eyes were small red

"I like how your body reacts to my touch" and buried my hands on my face "I love you" and was shocked  to what was that

"Keep your words and I'll keep my tears, you have a girlfriend remember?" He wanted to explain but I just kissed him and he groaned, squeezing my breast and fuck, what was this person doing to me and i touched his neck and while he sucked my neck and it was pleasure and pain at the same time and broke the kiss, let's go take a shower he said while looking at his manhood. He came back and gave him my Lara's sweater because she was bigger than me and they looked huge on him because he was more skinny but not in a bad way and took them off and was left with his boxers. We talked until we dozed off

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