Open up (18+ Only)

Chapter 3

Ding ding ding

I rush straight to the bathroom and then straight to my classroom and find the teacher already there but my class mates weren't settled yet and others were just coming in and out
It's Maths period, I took out my books, stands up so that the teacher can great us. It's like a routine, a school rule you obey every time a teacher gets into the classroom we stand up greet then they will allow us to take a sit.

"Amanda wanna share what you talking about?" The teacher asked and everyone look at where I'm sitting

"Uhmm No sir, I'm sorry" Amanda replied

Ohh that means the girl that sits next to me is Amanda.
The class went well afterwards and I heard only 40% of what was taught today and well were given homework.
I only got that 40% because I'm always day dreaming and over thinking most of the time ,I kept looking outside and zoning out , even if i really needed or wanted to focus I couldn't. I'm not a bright student like others or a poor one, I just balance everything and sometimes just below what I really wanna get, I really really try to balance everything but I really can't cope with everything alone all alone.

Ding Ding Ding

Ohh that's the bell to clean and everyone is really excited except me ofcourse,I just wish we had someone to do it for us but it also helped us because we know there isn't anyone to clean behind our mess.
I start sweeping and I went to fetch polish after, I just wanna hurry and get my side done so I can continue with whatever I want to do but not being in this noisy class
I hurry back and end up bumping into someone

"I'm sorry I didn't see you there" I said

"Fuck, next time watch where you going B**tch." she responded roughly and rudely

"There's was no need to be a B**ch, I apologized already" I mumble not too loud but she heard

"Do you have something to say?" She said

Everyone was starting to gather and that wasn't really good because everyone was looking
"No, just sorry" I stated walking away

"Fucken Coward" someone said behind me. Everyone goes through some shit, some worse than others I really don't need this I have a crappy life meaning my day is always crappy so please

I just left looking down and realized my Jersey had a bit of polish, Great.
I put the polish down, took off my Jersey and I'm wearing a short sleeve and I'm glad I ironed today and did my part and finished
I took my school bag and before I could reach the door someone called me out my name

"Luna", I looked back and it was Amanda

Yeeeaaa,yeah? I stutter

" You good?" she questioned

"Uhmmm I'm I'm I'm fine." I replies, still stuttering
I stutter when nervous and I can't help it, I'm stupid.

"Can we hang this weekend?" She said while getting closer
I take a minute thinking about it and my brain just betrays me, like always. I could have just told her no
"Maybe next weekend, I'm going to be busy this week."

"Okay, enjoy your day."
Thank you, you too

***
Amanda

"Thank you, you too" Luna said
I heard that Luna got into a argument with my half Bitch step sister, she's always bitter and likes picking a fight seems like that makes her a better person because every fight she gets into she ends up winning. So I just wanted to check if she was okay, I really don't know why but I felt the need to.
Luna is very weird, she likes distancing herself or is she? We once asked her to hang out with us but she just zoned us out and thought she does like people or maybe we did not try hard enough
I saw where she hangs out I wanna go there sometime and what scares me most is that I saw wrist scars on her hand, I didn't wanna stare because staring is rude and would probably make her uncomfortable. I wanted to ask why is she torturing herself? I mean she seem happy but distant. I wouldn't ask in front of everyone because that would cause too much attention toward us and seems like she hates that because she just freezed when everyone was looking when the Maths teacher called out my name.

"What are you day dreaming about?" Amelia asked. Well Amelia is one of my closet friend, they all don't get me but it's fun hanging around them. They are well known and people like us but not all

"Nothing" I dismissed her, I knew better than to tell her about the scars on Luna's hand because it could only spread because Amelia is the Gossip machine of our school.