Open up (18+ Only)

Chapter 2

I went to straight to the girls bathroom straight after the assembly, I just needed to be alone. Away from the noise and away from people.

9:15 am

This means it is the last period until break time and it's Geography.
Well that's my favorite subject I really enjoy it because I pass it well and it's the only subject i enjoyed but the teacher is very strict towards his books, I guess he takes takes his jobs very serious hence I take this subject seriously.

The teacher walked in and we had a project for this terms and he started grouping us.Luna that's your group over there and you all will have to be part of the group and you will study like that until the end of this term. I wasn't really pleased but I never wanted to overstep or look for trouble it wasn't me , some say looking for trouble is a sign of calling out for help so I don't need that , help ! I'm just beyond repair , I've even tried reading motivational books but it ain't for me , what's in me is dark very dark and there isn't any light in my tunnel I guess.
I took my bag from my one sit table and went straight to my group,Great it seems like this is going to be the longest term of my life because I'm so used to being sitted alone
We took out our work books and the teacher just elaborated everything to us how the groups are going to work and we have an assignment that has to look the same.
"By the way you will have to sit like that until the end of this year." He stated clearing the chalkboard

"WHAT?" I half shouted , so much for not seeking attention

"Is there a problem miss Adam's?" he gave me a questiony look and everyone's attention was on me. I wouldn't dare say anything this is not an American school where you would get detention. you need a good whippin, like they say a child needs a good whipping to get in line

"No no sir" I stuttered could this day get any worse? this isn't going to work for me, but at least I got to sit next to a girl and she seems nice, I hope so but I'm not looking for any friendships whatsoever

Ding ding ding

That the bell to our break. The teacher left and I headed straight to the last stairs, no one really goes there because they say if the stairs are used they might fall so I guess it's a no go area and yay good for me.

I spend my entire breaks reading novels, poems about the moon or just over thinking mostly over thinking about everything, which I just can't really help. The over thinking makes me so sad and depressed and I don't know how to deal with it either than pretending to be A-Okay. Sometimes pretending is the best thing one could do. say you are okay because no one will ever understand what you going through