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Chapter 24

Craig woke me up and we walked inside the house and no one was there and I everything replayed when I saw a bit of my dried blood and went to touch it

"Luna breath" I wasn't aware I wasn't breathing until Craig said that and had no tears in me and walked to my room and thought how selfish I was being, Craig stopping his life for "What's happening?" He asked and just gave her a smile "I'm serious what's going on?" He looked more concern and I told him to leave I'm fine now, I'm nothing to him and why does he care? "I know what I'm feeling is love but it hurts that you can't see it" and thought were busy creating scenarios that may not happen and he lead for a kiss and I wanted to kiss him but I don't want to depend on him to heal myself and the door open and my subconscious told me it's yours and hid on Craig

"Don't let him hurt me please" I whispered

"Look" Craig said but I was afraid to look and I shut my eyes but decided to open and it was my mother and Amanda and my mother looked hurt and they walked in

"You hungry? My mother asked and I shake my head no and she just nod and decides to leave and followed her and I locked the door and chilled with Amanda and apologised about everything and was over them. She told me that the reason he and Nash was close is that she broke her virginity and had a miscarriage and Amelia knew so she knew if she stopped being her friend, she will tell the entire school and told her we will face that together and if she wants to cut her she should and told me that her and Blue had sex and was sure not to make the same mistake as Nash and she told Blue about Nash and I was glad that their love was growing. And someone tried to open the door and panicked and I looked at Amanda and she slowly opened and it was Craig and my mother with some food.

"Why did you lock?" Craig whispered and I said nothing and we ate while talking and Selena was with my Granny.

"I should get going now" Amanda said while standing up and starching her body.

"I'll give you a ride" my mother offered and she just nodded

"I love you" Amanda said and gave me a comforting hug before leaving.

"You can't do this any more" I said while facing at the Craig

"What?" He questioned and looked shocked and tired

"Staying with me...you have your own life and I think I'll survive" I said while looking away. I needed him but I also needed me to save me if that was possible.

"Look at me" I did not but instead he got closer and made me look at him "I'm gonna stay for as long as I feel like staying, I need you and I need you to survive this" he said  and I saw honesty in his eyes "you okay?" And I just stared at him and let a tear escape and it said it all and I noticed a razor and went to take it but Craig saw me and hurried to me "I can't let you do this"

"I have to let out the pain it's suffocating me" and cried in his arms and he went to play nelly

"You can't always do that and stop crying, I hate seeing your like this" he  wiped my tears before continuing "if you wanna let go of the pain then it's fine." And he slowly kisses her and thing got heated and Craig pulled away but Luna goes under his T-shirt and rubs his chest slowly while looking at him innocently "please don't give me those eyes" before kissing her and squeeze my butt and going way up to my breast and i began to moan softly making Craig lose it but he didn't want to take advantage of her pain "Are you sure you wanna do this" he asked with a big boner and i nod and Craig kissed me on the neck and over to my lips and slowly moving me to the bed until i landed and he was on top of me kissing me slowly and passionately. As bad as he wanted to take away her pain and make her forget, he wanted her first to be out of clear thinking and not just pain and doesn't want Luna to repeat the same mistake Amanda did with Nash and thought he would just please her in a different way. He touched me on my breast line and going down to my panty line and I wondered if it was going to hurt? Or how much blood was going to come after and a thousand thoughts travelled and I suddenly stopped when he reaches into my panty and I could hear him breath heavily

"Does it release some pain?" He asked while rubbing me slowly and I just nod enjoying the pleasure and he inserted a finger in me and was a pleasure and he tried the second but she shifted a bit and continued to rub me slowly and put two fingers and could feel the pressure building up in my tummy and I shut my eyes while biting the lower lip "open your eyes and look at me" I did "I wanna see how you look when you cum for me" and my legs began to shake and I looked at him and I cum looking right into his eyes and I didn't know what happened there for a second and he laughed a bit. "put your head on my chest and I'll give you a moment to recover" and I laid on his chest while he played with my hair. "I'm glad I gave you your first orgasm" and felt a bit embarrassed

"get over yourself" I said before we both laughed

"The reason you lock, is it because you scared?" And I simply gave him a nod "nothing will happen while I'm around" he said and I nodded and he play Nelly_dilemma_ft Kelly_rowland and dozed off