Real Wife

Part 56

next morning arnav open his eyes. he always feel khushi presence near to him. he kiss khushi photo and went to washroom. as usual arnav get ready and went to office. he is living just like a robo. One side he search for khushi and another side he sincerely work hard. Arnav came back home early today. He saw doctor coming out of house. Sandhya sitting in the living room.

arnav enter house. 

sandhya is surprised to see arnav early. Arnav u came early today.

arnav: I feel to come early today. Maa why doctor come to house.

sandhya: I am not feeling well. So doctor came.

arnav: what happen to u. 

sandhya: fever. That's all. U goto your room and take rest. I will send food for u.

arnav: no I don't want anything. If I need I will tell u.

sandhya: arnav y u spoil u r health. Atleast for khushi sake u eat something.

arnav: maa u don't worry. I will eat for my khushi. now I am not feeling hungry.

arnav went to room. days passed quicky. 2 months passed. Arnav feel hell without khushi. his heart crying for khushi everyday. He search for her and his child but he didn't get any information. He hate himself for everything what happen. He is always crying in every night hugging khushi's saree and her photo.

he is craving for his child and his wife. This two months He totally avoid alcohol, even he don't want to see it. he hate alcohol, as it is the reason for all.

it was night arnav in his room. in another room.

sandhya: khushi how many days you avoid arnav. U know he totally changed now.

khushi: maa I know. 

sandhya: then y u avoid him. he wanted u khushi. I can't saw him like this.

khushi: what do u think maa. I happy with it ah. I also can't see him like this.

sandhya: then y u avoid arnav. Now he is totally come out of this.

khushi: I know maa. u don't worry about us. I will go to him soon.

sandhya: khushi I am still angry with u. u hide that you have miscarriage to me. when I read your letter only I know u have miscarriage I was so shocked. That day u decide leave arnav u came and told me u want to leave him so that only he come out of this habbit. When I know u r pregnant I was so happy, I accept u r decision so I help u. but u hide this big truth me.

khushi: maa I am sorry. that time I was totally shattered. I don't know what I am doing. I hide this for arnavji only.

sandhya: ok u do whatever u want. First eat this food.

khushi: maa did arnavji eat food. 

sandhya: khushi u know him na. then y u ask me.

khushi: I don't want food. I am not feel hungry.

sandhya: khushi first eat food. I know y u don't eat food. Arnav will eat food lately. U eat first, atleast eat for my grandchild. If u make my grandchild hungry I will be angry with u, not only me. if arnav know this he will definitely get angry at u for making his child hungry. First eat it. sandhya feed khushi.

khushi eat food. Maa I am very lucky to have u as a mother in law, to have this family and my arnavji.

sandhya: khushi I am not your mother in law. I am u r maa.

khushi finish her dinner. Sandhya went to her room. khushi take arnav photo and his one shirt she hug it. I am sorry arnavji. I hurt u so much. She hug it.

in arnav room. arnav lay in bed hugging khushi photo. Khushi I wish u are beside me now, I want to talk to our child. I want to take care of u and our child. but I know I do not deserve  it. I am not worth for u. I am sorry khushi, because of me u bear so much of pain. I can't rectify my mistake because of me our first child is lost for this I can't forgive myself. He kiss her photo. I don't know where r u, but I want u and our child both  secure and healthy.

arnav hug her photo and one of her saree he went to sleep. it was midnignt, arnav was sleeping khushi enter room. she saw arnav is sleeping he was pale, he have beard. He is not healthy his body shows it. khushi feel bad because of her now he is in this condition. she sit beside him and place a kiss on his cheek happy birthday arnavji I am sorry I love u. She take her photo and her saree and put them beside table. She lay beside him and hug him tightly. arnav was working very hard , tiredness, many sleepless nights he slept without knowing anything.

when khushi lay beside him, without knowing he tighten her grip on her body. a smile appeared on his lips. khushi smile place her head on his chest and went to sleep.