Real Wife

Part 53

arnav read letter further. Do u remember after that I avoid u for intimacy 1 month. He again went his past.

past

1 week passed arnav and khushi lay in bed. arnav caressed her stomach and kiss her cheek. and come down kiss her neck.

khushi: arnavji

he stop kissing and look her face.

khushi: woo I am not feeling well.

arnav: what happen khushi. come we will go to doctor.

khushi: no need for that. I need rest that's it.

arnav: khushi u take rest. He let her sleep. he hug her and went to sleep. khushi open her eyes and look arnav, I am sorry arnavji. She place a kiss in his forehead she wipe her tears.

1 month passed, first 1 week whenever arnav try to intimate khushi. she say somereason and try to avoid it. after that arnav don't try it. he want khushi health perfect. Khushi and arnav lay in bed. arnav was sleeping. Khushi look his face and caressing his cheek. I am sorry arnavji. I punish myself for what happen. I am sorry. I don't do this to u. khushi hug arnav and place various kisses in his face. Arnav open his eyes look khushi.

arnav: khushi.

with out saying anything she open his shirt button.

arnav: khushi r u ok.

khushi: I am ok arnavji. I am sorry to avoid u for 1 month.

arnav: khushi don't say sorry. married life not depend on physical relation only it depends on trust, love having each other. We love each other and have trust each other. Now how u feel, u r health is ok na. I mean.

khushi fully removed his shirt. S arnavji I am fine. She place kisses in his face and his chest. Arnav make her lay down in bed he gently make love to her. after making love both r lay in the bed.

khushi: arnavji.

arnav: hum

khushi: if I hide something from u. after u know that what u do. Do u get angry to me.

arnav: I know u don't hide anything from me. if u hide like something from me it my goodness only. I know khushi u do everything for me only.
khushi place a kiss in his forehead I love u arnavji. I love u too khushi.

end of past

arnav read further I know u wonder y I remaind that. I am sorry arnavji I hide a big truth from u.

arnav confused he utter himself what big truth.

I know u r confused arnavji. I am sorry. I am really sorry to hide this matter from u. I lie to u I got my period after we return from honeymoon actually I have miscarriage that day.

arnav in shock: miscarriage.

he wish ground separate and want to go inside it. he can't take it anymore. Tears continuosly flow from his eyes. his heart tears into several pieces.
he read further i know u r very shock after know I have miscarriage. After we returning from honeymoon I am pregnant. I am waiting for u tell that we r going to be parent. But u drank that night when I bring u to our room. I hit my stomach in edge of table. Whole night I cry in pain. but all vained u don't get up. U felt unconscious. After that I fainted. Morning I come to know I have miscarriage. I lost my child
U ask me na it pain so much. S arnavji it pain so much not in my stomch. My heart, my heart pain so much. I can't take it. I lost our first child. I lost our child it hunts me most. My child is just 45 days. I am not saving I lost my baby. I can't express in my words how much I feel pain when I lost our child. but I act normal for u.

I act normal for u only, I hide it for u only. If u know I have miscarriage, I think u feel guilty because of u only I lost our child. I don't want it. it is not u r fault. It is my fault, I am only not protect her. I am bad mother arnavji. I wait for my child these days when she return to me finally now our baby return to me. now I want to secure and protect our baby. I don't want lose her again. u don't know arnavji how much I have pain these all days. Every time we make love, I only remember my baby. After u sleep, I cry silently for our child.

now I move away from u because I want to protect our child, if anything happened to my baby again I can't take it anymore. I know arnavji after u read this letter how u feel. Don't feel guilty for anything u don't do anything. It is not u r mistake. u don't know how I feel when I saw u yesterday night drunken state. If anything happened to my baby I don't live. I know it is rubbish for u, but as a mother I only know it. how much it is difficult for me. I promise u I will return soon after knowing u leave this alcohol habbit completely.

arnavji I am sorry once again. don't search me, if u search u can't found me. I promise u arnavji I take care of our child, our love symbol very carefull. I love u arnavji. I love u so much. I can't live without u, but I love our child also. I want to protect her so that only I move away from u. I hope u understand. One time I leave u, u addicted to this habbit I don't want it again happen. I hope u don't do it again. I am always watching for u, when u completely come out of this I surely come to u. I love u arnavji
Yours khushi.

tears continuously flowing from arnav eyes. he sit in floor and screem khushi. y khushi y. y this happen to us. It's all my mistake. I am responsible for all this. I am sorry khushi please come. He screem.